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Offline VedicPaul

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« on: September 11, 2018, 10:14:58 PM »
  Just did 5MEO for the first time Aug 19 2018. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE. Been meditating for 25 years now and lived in a temple for 2 years over 20 years ago. I live in Arizona and extracted the poison from the toads myself right near my house. I took around 50mg and broke through on one good lung full before it was completely exhaled. This experience was it. It. I think/hope some people here understand. I fell apart with all my heart. It has forever changed me.
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Re: Introduction
« Reply #1 on: September 12, 2018, 09:26:18 AM »
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IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE.
Isn't it something else?  Samadhi and complete transcendence in a matter of mere moments!  The quintessence of Advaita Vedanta with just one deep toke.  Sat Chit Ananda   _/|\_ _/|\_

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Been meditating for 25 years now and lived in a temple for 2 years over 20 years ago. I live in Arizona and extracted the poison from the toads myself right near my house. I took around 50mg and broke through on one good lung full before it was completely exhaled.
It's wonderful to know that you have joined this lovely collective.  Which spiritual path have you walked (meditation tradition you've trained within)?  I feel that those who've spent some years in formal sitting practice are better prepared to channel the immense energy into balanced state.  Well...    I suppose nothing can really come close to preparing one for eclipsing with the Infinite...  but it helps to have a steady focus and an unwavering degree of concentration.  Had you experienced any other Sacred Medicines before, like:  LSD-25, psilocybin mushrooms, peyote or N,N-DMT?  It's such a blessing that you live in such proximity with the Toad's natural habitat.  It was truly meant to be.
 
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This experience was it. It.  I think/hope some people here understand. It has forever changed me.  I am so thankful
Yes, I must concur with your words.  It has likewise, changed me forever.  Thank you so much for sharing!  Namaskar, my brother.  <3 <3
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Re: Introduction
« Reply #2 on: September 12, 2018, 01:26:50 PM »
 Thank you for the kind reply's. They mean the world to me. I don't really have anyone up until now that I can relate to on this level. I started reading Carlos Castaneda books when I was 14 years old decades ago. That was my first guru.  In the mid 90s I became involved with Bhakti yoga and Krishna consciousness which I have followed seriously for over 20 years now. That totally turned my consciousness around then.  The toad medicine experience corroborated everything I have learned up until this point. I do not consider it a drug. The medicine dissolves your ego and you can see through the veil of illusion. I have tried LSD, Psilocybin, mescaline and other psychedelics decades ago but nothing compares even remotely to the toad medicine.  My hobby/obsession is nature photography. I have been photographing these toads for over a decade now and enjoy seeing them every summer. My life will never be the same in a much better way. I hope to meet some of you in this community. THANK YOU!!!!!!
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Re: Introduction
« Reply #3 on: September 26, 2018, 01:40:36 PM »
Welcome! It's beautiful to read how this molecule has changed your life :)

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Re: Introduction
« Reply #4 on: October 01, 2018, 11:24:00 AM »
Thank you Humblevoyager and RisingSpirit!

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Re: Introduction
« Reply #5 on: October 03, 2018, 08:53:42 AM »
You’re very welcome!

Feel free to write about your experience in the Experiences section to contribute to the growing knowledge we have here. Also know that we are fully here to support your integration process.

Wishing you all the very best :)

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Re: Introduction
« Reply #6 on: October 05, 2018, 01:02:21 AM »
Thank you and nice to meet you  :) I did post my experience in the Toad medicine section. Here's the link;

https://forums.5meodmt.org/index.php/topic,50820.0.html
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