Started by Frog, December 15, 2023, 01:59:39 PM
Quote from: frog"After the second dose, which could be described as a release of tension, I take the last dose of 10 mg.Immediately, when my head hit the pillow, there was an explosion of light and a rapid expansion towards the cosmos!Blast off.A powerful and irresistible energy, in which I agree to let myself be carried away, overwhelmed.I did not offer resistance. Anyway, is it possible to resist this tsunami? The room and its occupants disappeared.I was only aware of my breathing.I think I was this expanding light.It was a moment of bliss that I could also describe as ecstasy, euphoria or cosmic orgasm!Letting go was liberating and the immersion in this powerful light extended into the cosmos.I felt that I was that light.No thoughts, no fear, no memory, nothing, just ecstasy!With each exhalation I heard myself say Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhof wonder, of astonishment!How can i describe this light, this space? I still wonder.I was not afraid of dying, nor felt that I was dead. There were no concept of god either. This light was benevolent .Frankly I don't feel that I've experienced an ego dissolution. Or could this happen without pain ? At the end of the ceremony, I had the impression of having lived a cosmic trip, and it was the most intense, special, astonishing, beneficial and liberating experience of my life.I have never experienced anything like this."Just beautiful. I humbly submit that you have indeed experienced ego dissolution. Granted, there are degrees of ego dissolution but tasting the ecstasy of the undifferentiated light demands both surrender and a kind of soulful receptivity. I am overjoyed that your inaugural voyages were so powerful. Aho, Namaste and Namaskar.
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