Indimidation/seeking guidance

[Nathan4518]

Hi all, i guess i will start with saying, at about five years ago, i was extremely eager to try five. I went to try it, but i don't remember the experience. I am still a huge believer and advocate, but have since been taking the warnings to heart, to the point where i am so freaked out to try it again. One minute, like the last couple weeks, i have been gearing up to search again for a sitter. Now, after browsing the prep section, i am realizing the seriousness. 

I guess when my enthusiasm is a-go for sure, can anyone direct me to someone, preferably near jacksonville, to help me get started?