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I hope this reading finds you all in best spirits and physical health. I am curiouse (or rather my ego is) about the experience of 5 meo. I have had several psylocibin mushroom trips, and also vaping DMT. I have been spiritual practicing for many years. My medicines have been added only for the past year, before that, only meditation. I was on the seeking path, and always waiting for the big enlightment, as i did not "reach" this expected goal, i turned towards psychedelics. my first ever experience was vaping DMT, I have had 8 trips so far with DMT and around 10 with mushrooms. a year ago it clicked, and that what i was looking for, was the place i was looking from my whole life. we are all just unlimited conciousness, having a brief experience in our shells. I was questioning all my experiences with medicines and meditations, and it clicked when i realized, there was one observer of all experiences, of all dreams, of all coming and going. This observer is somewhat felt alot more intense when in deep sitting sessions (meditations without any goal, who meditates? who wants to go anywhere?)...and also ofcourse with medicines. I have had great experiences with medicines so far, they open the door for the pure light, for states of "i am everything, but also nothing - some call it the void", but they also open the door for the dark and negative energies in my experience.

I was wondering or rather my ego was, and is becoming more interested in 5 meo. I am sure on one end, the void is the same for all medicines or sitting sessions, i have not experiences a different void before. Now from reading posts in different forums, some say this void is reachable also on NN DMT, some say only with bufo or high dose mushrooms. Now everybody is also different. 5 meo will not beable to show me anything other than unlimited conciousness, possibly in a more expanded way than i have felt before, possibly not?! my ego is curiouse. I would like to hear if any of you have had similar experiences or thoughts. I wish you all a lovely weekend.

Thank you for accepting me in the 5 meo forum. I hope this introduction finds you all in the best spirits and physical health. I came across this forum as I have curiosity in 5 meo. I have had several experiences with psylocibin mushrooms and also vaping DMT. All very profound experiences. I do collaborate these medicines with everyday awareness practices which i find very helpful during trips as it gives me a root in the observing of all my experiences. What really interests me (or rather my ego) is the "i am nothing, but also everything - oneness" state of what i read about 5 meo. I have had these states in sitting sessions without medicines, with mushrooms, and somewhat on DMT but all the visuals were very attracting and always confusing. Now i have read about NN DMT experiences where the same has been said about being in the VOID....of nothingness. I was wondering if anybody else had this experience also on NN DMT or is this purely only possible with 5 Meo? Our nature is unlimited conciousness, the now, sitting sessions and medicines clearly expand this feeling tremendously. the medicines have opened the door to the pure light for me, but i am also aware that they not only open the door for the light, but for the dark equally, so its very important to stay rooted and to have a base in spiritual practice for me. I would be happy to hear your thoughts, experiences. I am sorry if this has been maybe a combination of introduction and questioning. if this does not apply to the forum rules, i apologize. I wish you all a lovely weekend.