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#1
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Intro
May 22, 2019, 06:53:39 PM
Hi Rising Spirit,


I've experienced the medicine four times now. Three times were lab produced and once with the toad.
My first two experiences provided me with instrumental instructions for future exploration, namely that I am not here to document the experience but to surrender to the experience. That I should stop manufacturing 35mm film snapshots as memories and see beyond the frame for the rest of the story.


My third experience was really something else. A split second of visuals before everything switched off. Complete nothingness. I became aware of my body suspended in this vast space and realised that I was not just a part of that nothing, but I WAS nothing. Immediately I felt this incredible sense of absolute love and understanding, and a realisation that I was a part of everything.
Not the best explanation but I think you'd understand.


My last experience was with the Toad medicine. I found this to be quite... forthright!
I was pulled outside of myself and shown specific areas in which my behaviour needed to change. I was in the midst of an ongoing interpersonal conflict and the medicine certainly made it clear that I needed to pull my socks up, especially after being privy to the medicine's lessons.
Once coming back, I found this message to be quite confronting but after 30-40mins, I was left with a sense of forgiveness and compassion that continues to this day.


I am really looking forward to the next opportunity to learn from the medicine and gain a deeper understanding of who I am underneath the facade!
#2
Introductions/Newbies / Intro
May 19, 2019, 08:07:38 PM
G'day all,


I'm Andrew and am super happy to be a part of this forum!
5 is such an incredible medicine and I'm forever grateful to those who have helped me on this path.


Looking forward to travelling, learning and growing with you all!