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 Thank you for the kind reply's. They mean the world to me. I don't really have anyone up until now that I can relate to on this level. I started reading Carlos Castaneda books when I was 14 years old decades ago. That was my first guru.  In the mid 90s I became involved with Bhakti yoga and Krishna consciousness which I have followed seriously for over 20 years now. That totally turned my consciousness around then.  The toad medicine experience corroborated everything I have learned up until this point. I do not consider it a drug. The medicine dissolves your ego and you can see through the veil of illusion. I have tried LSD, Psilocybin, mescaline and other psychedelics decades ago but nothing compares even remotely to the toad medicine.  My hobby/obsession is nature photography. I have been photographing these toads for over a decade now and enjoy seeing them every summer. My life will never be the same in a much better way. I hope to meet some of you in this community. THANK YOU!!!!!!

  Just did 5MEO for the first time Aug 19 2018. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE. Been meditating for 25 years now and lived in a temple for 2 years over 20 years ago. I live in Arizona and extracted the poison from the toads myself right near my house. I took around 50mg and broke through on one good lung full before it was completely exhaled. This experience was it. It. I think/hope some people here understand. I fell apart with all my heart. It has forever changed me.
                                                                                                  I am so thankful