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Is there anyone near jacksonville, fl that can sit or facilitate a 5 session with me? I am not necessarily location restricted.

Hi all, i guess i will start with saying, at about five years ago, i was extremely eager to try five. I went to try it, but i don't remember the experience. I am still a huge believer and advocate, but have since been taking the warnings to heart, to the point where i am so freaked out to try it again. One minute, like the last couple weeks, i have been gearing up to search again for a sitter. Now, after browsing the prep section, i am realizing the seriousness. 

I guess when my enthusiasm is a-go for sure, can anyone direct me to someone, preferably near jacksonville, to help me get started?

Dear all,
I am getting more into enlightenment recently. Currently I am practing according to Bhante Vimalaramsi's twim meditation method. I have an online retreat coming up. It is supposed to be a fast method into the jhanas and to nibbana, referencing the Buddha's teachings from the suttas themselves. But i've also been watching Leo Gura's videos on YouTube, and so now I am becoming fascinated with using this substance to help with enlightenment. I am a long time drug user, but I have been clean for almost a year and a half, if you don't count being on suboxone, which I have successfully weaned down from and am almost off of. I have just started work after many years of isolation combined with drug use. I have also been listening to Martin Ball, Eckert Tolle, Sadhguru, and other enlightened speakers. I want to find a safe place and guide to have these experiences with. I have been meditating through mindfulness of breathing for over twelve years, with some years off.
Metta,
Nathan