Golden Dragonfly, please know that you are awakening to integrate a new chapter within your life story. Your honesty and sincerity ring like a bell from within the well of your heart. It's not easy having a full blown kundalini release. Sleep patterns shift, the familiar world becomes unreal.
Our connections with others swings from affinity to uncertainty, to sheer confusion and redemption (and rebirth). Sometimes it seems as if this mortal world is quite dubious and one's interaction with fellow human beings accelerates into a new language, into new dimensions... often challenging and less unfied than ideally hoped for (given the often harsh encounters within our earthly paradigmn).
That being said, the Sacred Medine commands an attunement with each and every point of conscious-awareness. We are one and this is the true message. Nondual vision is our inheritance, our truest nature. But it's so primarily important to be patient with yourself. Allow yourself to re-assimilate the ignited pure spiritual energy dancing so wildly within your biological system.
I have found that if sleep won't come when the invited hour strikes, we grow exponentially as people, by shifting our attention to deep meditation and direct our focus upon soul immersion within the causative force beneath all appearances, forever present within every occurrence and alive in all possibilities, freely at play as it manifests as "the world" which we co-dream into a mutually perceptual reality. Yet it remains infinite, absolute and eternally free.
Find guidance within yourself, friend. The sacrament reveals the light and the unity but we must touch the earth with this miracle. We are called to open ourselves to our interconnections with everything. I sooooooo respect your wise choice to integrate the teachings before going back to the sacrament.
I honestly believe that we bloom in our own unique ways. There are no formulas. You are the architect of your own design. Follow your own vision, be your own light and plunge fearlessly and eagerly into the vast ocean of your mind's heart. Shine on brightly and thank you for bring here, as you so rock! Namaskar.
Our connections with others swings from affinity to uncertainty, to sheer confusion and redemption (and rebirth). Sometimes it seems as if this mortal world is quite dubious and one's interaction with fellow human beings accelerates into a new language, into new dimensions... often challenging and less unfied than ideally hoped for (given the often harsh encounters within our earthly paradigmn).
That being said, the Sacred Medine commands an attunement with each and every point of conscious-awareness. We are one and this is the true message. Nondual vision is our inheritance, our truest nature. But it's so primarily important to be patient with yourself. Allow yourself to re-assimilate the ignited pure spiritual energy dancing so wildly within your biological system.
I have found that if sleep won't come when the invited hour strikes, we grow exponentially as people, by shifting our attention to deep meditation and direct our focus upon soul immersion within the causative force beneath all appearances, forever present within every occurrence and alive in all possibilities, freely at play as it manifests as "the world" which we co-dream into a mutually perceptual reality. Yet it remains infinite, absolute and eternally free.
Find guidance within yourself, friend. The sacrament reveals the light and the unity but we must touch the earth with this miracle. We are called to open ourselves to our interconnections with everything. I sooooooo respect your wise choice to integrate the teachings before going back to the sacrament.
I honestly believe that we bloom in our own unique ways. There are no formulas. You are the architect of your own design. Follow your own vision, be your own light and plunge fearlessly and eagerly into the vast ocean of your mind's heart. Shine on brightly and thank you for bring here, as you so rock! Namaskar.