Tom,
Very uncommon to do 100+ 5meo, usually even experienced smokers find it too deep and scary. I did it and it sent me into years of mental health confusion maze.
I would be prudent on using psychedelics for healing, it's like a shock in the head, maybe with light doses to get the brain more flexible for a serious conventional psychotherapy.
Also for partying as you need to mix with MDMA, a dangerous drug.
I see them more as introspective tools for solid heads. Mixing 5meo and harmaline makes the brain very sensitive to surrounding information, it feels like talking with smart ghosts in a synesthesia way, overwhelming and irreversible, but also instructive if you like science, geopolitics, philosophy... My chance is that I'm Asperger and can handle it (that's why normal people shouldn't do it, madness is scary). It says things like "God doesn't play dice, he plays cards" a clue on the deterministic nature of reality, with a touch of freewill. The only scientific explanation I have is the matrix theory and those ghosts are algorithms, my living experience now is like video-game, with new powers, visions, etc... my game was design on their command, it is just pictures, it's safe, anyway it's coded in french so not very accessible for British language
Yes I met Robin years ago in London, he's a very nice guy. Unfortunately he was a scientist with no money working on light dose DMT, and I was a pragmatic engineer mixing drugs and we misunderstood a bit. Anyway he's working on 5meo now, hopefully with money so it's a very good sign. We definitely need more pioneers like him. Tell him hello if you see him, he should remember me /
take care,
Morgan
Very uncommon to do 100+ 5meo, usually even experienced smokers find it too deep and scary. I did it and it sent me into years of mental health confusion maze.
I would be prudent on using psychedelics for healing, it's like a shock in the head, maybe with light doses to get the brain more flexible for a serious conventional psychotherapy.
Also for partying as you need to mix with MDMA, a dangerous drug.
I see them more as introspective tools for solid heads. Mixing 5meo and harmaline makes the brain very sensitive to surrounding information, it feels like talking with smart ghosts in a synesthesia way, overwhelming and irreversible, but also instructive if you like science, geopolitics, philosophy... My chance is that I'm Asperger and can handle it (that's why normal people shouldn't do it, madness is scary). It says things like "God doesn't play dice, he plays cards" a clue on the deterministic nature of reality, with a touch of freewill. The only scientific explanation I have is the matrix theory and those ghosts are algorithms, my living experience now is like video-game, with new powers, visions, etc... my game was design on their command, it is just pictures, it's safe, anyway it's coded in french so not very accessible for British language
Yes I met Robin years ago in London, he's a very nice guy. Unfortunately he was a scientist with no money working on light dose DMT, and I was a pragmatic engineer mixing drugs and we misunderstood a bit. Anyway he's working on 5meo now, hopefully with money so it's a very good sign. We definitely need more pioneers like him. Tell him hello if you see him, he should remember me /
take care,
Morgan