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#21
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Excited 💕✨
Last post by Brother Goose - April 28, 2024, 03:18:47 PM
Welcome to the forum!  _/|\_
#22
Introductions/Newbies / Re: New to 5Meo - Strong Physi...
Last post by Brother Goose - April 28, 2024, 03:17:52 PM
Welcome to the boards!

My first and only experience with Toad was truly life changing and profound.

The feeling of being cleaned out afterward ("afterglow) was truly amazing as well.

Looking forward to more posts from you.  _/|\_
#23
Introductions/Newbies / New to 5Meo - Strong Physical ...
Last post by jpdubby - April 22, 2024, 09:51:23 PM
What a wonderful forum and such a great collection of wisdom about this mystical teacher!

I have sat with this medicine 4 times in 6 months, and the experience has been relatively the same every time and I am left feeling more and more whole after every journey. I freebase 55-60mg of natural toad with a facilitator, and I continuously have strong physical and oral reactions that are often quite similar in shape and tone. I am curious if this is something that anyone has experienced, or knows anything about experientially?

Each time, it feels like I am falling out of a plane or being shot through the universe, and I sometimes gain "awareness" of myself, however I am able to meet that awareness with surrender which takes me back into the cosmic tornado. I scream and spread my arms like an angel, roll on the ground, and make noises I have never heard before. The entire experience feels wild and reckless. As someone who has been very rigid and controlled in life, this feeling is the most beautiful and freeing thing I have ever experienced, even though I do not remember most of the journey.

Afterwards I feel whole and light, as if I have purged. The entire process feels like the full expression of life coming through me. I can only say that it feels like I am jumping from a plane with no view of the ground, and I enter this cosmic stream of life that takes me over. It's like an exorcism.

I truly enjoy it, however, I notice that others have more stillness in their journeys, and it got me thinking about the nature of the medicine and how it affects individuals.  I don't know if there is an "answer" and nor do I seek one, I am just so curious about the patterns that have developed and how they can be used as teachers.  Perhaps others with more experience have some insights into this amazing medicine, or similar journeys?

Thank you for welcoming me, I so very enjoy reading about your experiences and healing.
#24
Introductions/Newbies / Excited 💕✨
Last post by 🌺🔥✨ - April 15, 2024, 11:35:00 AM
Hello all!

I am very excited to (hopefully) meet some people along this journey through this forum and generally have a social place to read about, share about, chat about these experiences together!

I am very new to psychedelics. I have however tried the following medicines at low/medium doses: MDMA, Mescaline, LSD, Mushrooms, DMT(very low!), Salvia(very low!)

My favorite way to trip so far is in a very quiet nature spot I know with my eyes open. I love seeing nature in all it's beauty like that. I have not gone 'inward' much yet but I am still very very young when it comes to psychedelics :)

Wishing anyone who reads this much love and wonder ✨💕


#25
Great report. Thank you for comparing how you reacted at different dosage levels.  _/|\_
#26
Science / Re: 5MeO-DMT prefers 5-HT1A
Last post by Brother Goose - April 04, 2024, 10:45:26 AM
Thanks OP!  _/|\_

Looks like a great channel for all things 5meo.

Downloading this now!  <3
#27
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Hello!
Last post by Brother Goose - April 04, 2024, 10:40:44 AM
Whats the science behind this phenomena? I never heard of it until recently when becoming more intimate with 5meo. After doing medicines half of my life nothing such as a reactivation has ever occurred.
#28
Introductions/Newbies / Re: I'm Here Now
Last post by Brother Goose - April 04, 2024, 10:38:54 AM
Welcome aboard  :)

 _/|\_
#29
General Discussion / Re: 4-HO-5-MeO-DMT & The Churc...
Last post by Brother Goose - April 04, 2024, 10:29:58 AM
Would love to see the substances tested by a third party again, my understanding is that all previous times turned up nothing when this was done.
#30
General Discussion / Re: 4-HO-5-MeO-DMT & The Churc...
Last post by ayalight - April 02, 2024, 07:31:28 PM
In this recent podcast the "churches" chemist explains his process of investigating the substance and what he has found so far. He is more circumspect in his descriptions than the PR the church put out. Though he feels he really may have found it. I can't comment on his chemical analysis. Perhaps others who are more molecularly fluent here can?
https://www.podomatic.com/podcasts/entheogenic/episodes/2024-03-25T10_00_00-07_00