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Quote from: physics envy
I have a few questions while waiting for your longer trip report...

So 8mg was enough for a full release for you?
Yes, I have been a jeweler since 1983 and have several scales and it was no less than .008 of a gram and no more than .0089 of a gram of laboratory made freebase, not the natural toad venom.  A good friend and beautiful spirit-brother helped me find this holy molecule, this chemical sacrament.  Many thanks, mate!!!  Anyway, my digital scale isn't really made for tiny weighted objects, even though gemstones tend to be rather small in size.  Truthfully, I almost wished I had started with 5mg, instead of 8mg...  almost (but it turned out just perfectly, regardless of how overwhelming the experience was).   ;)

Quote from: physics envy
Were you able to see your ego re-form as you came down? 

Did you have any 'personal/egoic' insights?
I was acutely aware of both, being a separate part of the totality and also, of being rooted within the very cause and quintessential source of all existential paradigms entwined as a singular force, spontaneously emanating from the Clear Light of the Void.  Who can say why?  Now that might come across as something quite meglomaniacal and outright delusional.  But from the moment of the whiteout experience, there is no difference between this or that, above or below, God or all of mankind.  It was like being a pendulum of sorts, swinging in and out of duality at large.  It was something quite unique to this Sacred molecule, the waffling of self and nonself... individualized ego-self the I-me-mine mortal mindset and simultaneously, a rapid oscillation within the fulcrum of the Indivisible state, the Unified Field, the resplendence of the Omnisef.  While this took place, my physical heart was pounding wildly, my breathing came to a standstill and energy rocketed up my spinal axis, geyser-like and immense.  The Kundalini rushing upwards was nearly beyond my ability to flow with.  Nearly, nearly, nearly...  but eventually a balance emerged and it was beautiful, yet, also most terrifying, too.

Unlike the other bonafide entheogenic psychedelics, the primary fireworks and kaleidoscopic visions, culminating through the lens of the Divine Eye, was not showcased at the third eye center, the Ajna chakra.  It kinda shot right past this enigmatic vortex, lingering briefly before exploding out the top of the cranium, just about the top of the crown.  The Sahasrara or 7th chakra, can be effectively reached through accumulated practice in meditation, it's esoteric methodologies and also through the intervention of Sacred Medicines like the classic psychedelics we are quite familiar with.  My very first crown opening experience was in 1978 on incredibly clean LSD-25.  With 5-MeO, it's less like the molecule aids the voyager to arrive at the high-frequency vibratory field of the "thousand petalled lotus", it seemed more to me and the impressions I gleaned from the direct interphase, that the Sahasrara is 5-MeO-DMT's own infinite domain, as seated within the finite, earth-bound physical human organism. 

At the appex of the eclipsing, the peak moments, I no longer was connected to any material, biological self.  I was conscious of floating approximately arms length above the top of the cranium.  This is referred to as the 8th chakra in the Yogic and Tantric sciences.  I have sat with my legs crossed for thousands of hours, focussing upon this higher point in conscious-awareness.  I have had glimpses, touched this level a numbering times, but nothing before compares with the complete dissociation of my own mortal body and the rushing ascending unbound, immortal bodyless-ness.  The ascent didn't end there, however, it sky-rocketed into subtler and still subtler vibratory pulsations.

Conceptually, there exist a frequency of consciousness even higher and more immaterial.  One interconnected to the individual aspects of the transitory, isolated self mirage, yet, such a force is utterly transcendental to limitation of separation from the formless whole.  Religions point towards this level of being.  Philosophers hint art it.  Mystics devote their entire lives to finding access to such a heavenly states of being.  At such a point in attention, all sentience is dissolved and one becomes undone.  I liken it to sailing into the vast expanse of the undifferentiated expanse of the Godhead...  a voyage which erases the separation which our observations are tied to.  Immersion and decomposition of even the higher self, the soul body, the Atma...  lost in seamless unity and wholly absorbed within Omniversal resplendence.  As I mentioned before, I felt like an Alka Seltzer tablet dissolving into the water of eternal life.  Only after emerging from this purest fusion, can one even begin to grok it's immensity, effulgence and Holy grandeur. 

Unlike training internally through sober spiritual disciplines, which ever so gradually cultivated within, incrementally stretching the edges of the soul within the yearning seeker...  this medicine devours the illusion of ever being a finite part, a separate entity, one playing within the 3rd dimension, operating instinctively within the time-space-continuum.  I might go as far as proclaiming that it rips the veil between the dualistic and nondual asunder with such immediacy, that one might believe that one is actually dying (as I surely did).  The trickiest and most challenging part about defining the gist of the experience, was the fluttering energy of vascillating between subjectivity and the polar opposite, a clear perception pulsing freely, living in radiance without any form or substance, whatsoever, the very epicentrical heart of eternal quietudee.   <3

A silly little chant, echoing within the background of my cognition, was accompanying the upsurge in rapidly shifting attention.  "I Am." would rumble from the depths of my mind's heart.  This was in sync with a beat of my physical heart.  The humorous part was this, the counterpoint ringing from somewhere beyond myself was, "Am I?"  So, the juxtaposition of declaring my existence, was challenged by the questioning of whether I really even existed at all.  Dreaming or awakening?  Dreaming...  of...  spiritually awakening permanently?  Or is the price of awakening, cessation of existing?  And I don't mean that in some kind of nihilistic way, rather, it was becoming nearly impossible to believe that my identity was even plausible.  Just whose dream is this, anyway?

But still, I was myself to a great degree, witnessing the drama, initially at least  As the deepening entrancement progressed, I released all quantification and surrendered my personal vantage point and entire identity.  How does the One fracture into the many echoes and reflections pouring out of the ineffibility of the Infinite state?  Some question died with the death & the ensuing rebirth of the indwelling soul bird (now set free to fly into sheer oblivion).  Mind you, this all took place at an incredible speed and velocity, as my heart was thumping so wildly and the beating was drumming steadily and quite rapidly!

Quote from: physics envy
I'm very curious to hear your expanded description of the experience!! _/|\_
My apologies for not going into further, more succinct detail.  I've never been so at a loss for words before.  It's almost as if it would be an insult to the God Molecule to encapsulate the experience of union within Absolute Being, with the fragile restrictions of the written word.  Again, I preface "almost".  I truly feel that there is value and some merit to discussing these lofty planes of universal being/non-being.  That being said, something deep inside wants out. 

I am going to do a proper experience report, in a new thread.  I've had the time to integrate this powerful, explosive journey and desire putting it into a cohesive format, which however ironic it is, seems worthwhile to do.  Is this foolish and imprecise?  Who can say.  Yet, I know that I myself delights and thoroughly enjoy the tales told by other intrepid travelers into the beyondest of beyonds.  I will also respond to your intriguing thread, physics envy, comparing and contrasting the realities discovered and the unique psychedelic effects engendered by:  Salvia Divinorum, NN-DMT and 5-MeO-DMT. 

Peace and Passion, my brightly shining friend.   _/|\_   _/|\_

Thanks for the high five, my friend at the Nexus and right here, at the 5 Hive.   <3 <3 <3

Greetings to you all, good people.  After being a member of this beautiful collective for 15 months now, at last I have crossed the 5-MeO-DMT threshold, wholly immersed into the mystical anointment.  It was lab synthesized freebase, not toad "venom" and I was alone.  I must joyfully shout out loud that the long-awaited interphase with this glorious molecule, has just occurred and left me nothing short of reborn.   _/|\_

While I had decided that I would take my very first plunge into the medicine some have named the "God Molecule", taking that leap into the undifferentiated sea of Infinite consciousness, late last night.  However, circumstances changed my intended plans.  I had an interesting pre-trip connection with the 8mg crystalline matter, where there was a kind of communication between us.  I ended up sitting in meditation for quite some time. I sensed a power from this molecule that superseded any other entheogenic substance.  I would soon discover just how true this was!

So, early this afternoon, I finally embarked upon what would turn out to be the most powerful psychedelic experience of my life.  I sandwiched 8 mg of crystalline powder between a cradle of pure cannabis indica and a sativa-heavy hybrid.  The 5-MeO was miraculously sent to me by a kind, truly soul-resonant friend.  I am so VERY grateful, my good brother!  I took a long, slow toke, not wanting to burn the sacrament.  I exhaled and took a really gentle, super deep hit.  A life changing inhalation opened a door, so to speak, and the force of the universe drew my soul into the ineffible core of the beginningless beginning.   _/|\_

Much of what I experienced today could never accurately be encapsulated in mere words.  A great deal of the voyage was moving so quickly and with such overwhelming intensity, that I was sure that I was truly dying.  I had to remind myself to breathe, often and with increasing urgency as the peak approached.  Honestly, I have never been so quickly and thoroughly blown out of my socks before....  ever, nothing quite compares!!!  In short matter of moments, my ego's self was suddenly shattered and so, dissolved all fixation of self into a translucency which defies any quantification.  Even NN-DMT pales in terms of the raw force, immediacy and the wide-open degree of sheer spiritual upliftment.  And that's saying a lot. 

Within seconds, my attention exploded from the normal/relative to the immensity of the absolute, from finite to infinite, from personal to supra-personal.  Nothing I've experienced even compares with this Sacred Medicine.  I seriously thought I might expire, given the pounding heartbeat and the rushing energy coursing throughout my system.  I was devoured by the sheer power of the Omnipotent light, even as the ringing/roaring melodies of the universal frequency lifted my conscious-awareness higher and higher, into the radiant bloom of the Unified Field of Being, pulling my enraptured attention into the deepest soul resonance.  The kundalini release was so dynamic that it was with great effort in concentration, that I was able to maintain a balance.  Almost like riding mechanical bull...  but the bull was the unbridled force of fully activated internal energy.

Were I more articulate tonight, I would hope to be able to express that I have never faced such a Divine awakening, such a total whiteout experience, as suddenly and expanssively!  My sense of individualized self was stripped away with such immense force, that  I was ill equipped to hold onto subjectifying the greater quintessence of this magical trip, though, I believe it can be properly conveyed.  I need to ground this epiphany to be able to decode it's many profound teachings.  Integration surely takes some time.  Soon though, I will be able to communicate more of the finer details that transpired during the interphase, those subtle aspects and difficult to describe effects.  I do vividly remember most of the experience.

Tonight...  however, I am a wee bit weary, although most tranquil.  I love you all and wish you all the best in life.  Tomorrow night I will visit again, and would love to exchange those salvageable remembrances with such a nice collective of folks sharing good vibrations. <3

Introductions/Newbies / Re: "Who feels it, knows it Lord".......
« on: July 16, 2018, 08:30:52 PM »
Is that you, corpus callosum?  It's indeed a privilege and an honor to welcome one as deeply experienced as you, so articulate and sincere, to join the ranks of such a lovely collective of beautiful human souls who frequent herein.  BTW, I was thoroughly delighted and most intrigued by your recent post about 5-MeO-DMT, over at the DMT-Nexus.  I hope it isn't presumptuous for me to share it with the group?

Please go into further detail about the peak of your immersion into the nondual state gifted by this unique molecule.  That is, from the onset of the merging and the return into an individualized perspective.  The toughest part of bringing back the essence of the unified field is that none of us truly exist apart from the primary indivisible state, at least unless we are looping within the dreamscape of an isolated self.  Besides...  what language can even hint of it's glory?  While I remain a 5-MeO virgin, I have recently been gifted with some of this most sacred medicine.  I am undergoing ritualized purification for now, on the precipitous edge of Infinite expansion of conscious-awareness.  Soon I will share my inaugural voyage (that is, if I live through it). 

« on: July 14, 2018, 10:16:52 PM »
Hi people,
                   Odd that so little commentary about this profound thread has been actively entertained.  Why so?  Even acid and mescaline can trigger the surging rise of such sheer existential energy, as such, I just wanted to ignite some degree of significant dialog about Kundalini in general and the well-documented experience reports which clearly convey the dynamic and self-shattering effects of full activation of the "serpent energy" has from an entheogenic interphase. 

Please forgive me if I generalize, as such silly attempts to assess the unknown behavior of essentially silent members of this exceptional group is both questionable and rather unproductive in it's scope.  Or is it?  Frankly, I sincerely believe that our collective,  shared experience reports are more precious than gold.  Please share your high-frequency Kundalini encounters, all of you sweet and oh so beautiful soul expressions.


Quote from: HareKrishna
Try chanting Hare Krishna maha mantra as you come back. In my experience the trascendental sound vibration that it creates is soooo powerful that it gives you A LOT to think 🤔  about.    It definitely helps if you practice it before so you’re tongue rolls out with the very vibration of the medicine.

Yes, the Maha mantra is quite wonderful, indeed!  It has a hypnotic quality to it.  One of the highest master souls of the 20th century, Sri Sri Sitaramdas Omkarnath Maharaj, taught this mantra to his pupils.  He was so high that it's a miracle that he maintained a physical body for such a long lifetime.  My brother and I used this mantra the entire summer of 1978 and it yields a very deep interconnection with Divine love. 

Like all mantras, however, it can lose it's form entirely, when concentration becomes deep enough, whereby it melts into the infinite formless cause of all causation, like snowflakes vanishing upon a flowing river.  I prefer to listen for the enigmatic tone of the AUM vibration.  Even seed mantras like:  Om Ah Hum, So Hum, Hong Sa, Om Namah Shivaya and Om Mani Padme Hum...   themselves, entirely dissolve into the Infinite field of the AUM vibration.  Going deeper still, all sound is silenced within an emptiness to vast that even conscious-awareness loses it's reference. 

I clearly recall having a discussion with two followers of the Hare Krishna movement, way back in 1979, when I first lived in Boulder, Colorado.  One of the zealots was more forceful and enthusiastic.  He emphatically insisted that only by chanting the Maha mantra, could the human soul become liberated, living within this current Kali Yuga.  He acknowledged that even the Maha mantra emerges from the OM, but proclaimed that only advanced yogis are pure enough to meditate upon the source of all sounds.  I prahnamed him and smiled to myself.  Without humility, any seeker is only further entrenched in illusion, so I kept my opinion to myself.  Should I do so here and now?  Who can say without some degree of uncertainty? 

But in all sincerity, I still feel that the primal humming of the Omkara is the most direct path to moving beyond duality, with it's ringing overtone, "The Carrier Wave".  Ultimately, an absolute emptiness and eternal quietude is found within the epicenter of the rumbling force of the Roaring Silence...  and that is our truest nature (as Brahman).  Within the nondual center of all passing phenomena exists such an immeasurable expanse of infinite stillness, that subjectivity is wholly erased.  That being said, what a lovely and rhythmic chant the Maha mantra is!!!   _/|\_ _/|\_

Quote from: MagicMexico
That's interesting because I would not have described any of my experiences with 5 as having a brilliant/blinding white light although, agreed the overriding color of the experience is white. In fact I've found even by taking a very small dose of 5, everything immediately puts itself into black and white devoid of almost any other color. Is this just something physiological?
Thanx for your reply as to your experiences, which do corroborate with those of a good friend of mine, who describes his only 5-MeO trip as going into "the white room".  He says that he found his conscious-awareness floating blissfully in an expanse undifferentiated whiteness.  He did not particularly state that it was any kind of light, per se.  He did indicate that the boundaries that separated himself from the whiteness had been whollly erased and so, he completely became the whiteness (without any iota of form of substance).

As I have perceived of it, one is initially looking up at a blinding white light pulsating within an inky darkness, as seen through the lens of the third eye.  I first noticed this phenomenon while peaking on a rather large dosage of LSD-25 (way back in 1978).  I looked at this effulgence from inside of my head, radiating from behind my forehead.  I later learned that this region is where the pineal gland projects it's vortexial fulcrum as the point of the Kutashtha, "the all seeing eye".  The third eye center or as it's called in Sanskrit, the Ajna, is the 6th chakra and is both a inner lens for visionary states and also acts as a portal of sorts. 

When my attention is wholly fixed at the third eye center, I have been able to move through it's vortex, higher up into the crown region within the upper brain, where the Sahasrara unfolds as the 7th chakra center.  Once therein, everything whites out, so to speak.  As one's subjectivity melts into the Void...  all differentiation dissolves into an undifferentiated field, one wherein the light is sooooooo singular that one has a total whiteout experience.  I agree with James Oroc, the 5-MeO-DMT molecule takes one's consciousness into the heights of the 7th chakra, the "thousand petalled lotus".  Soon I will be able to explore this realm myself, God willing.   _/|\_ _/|\_

During a significant number of my experiences with psychedelics I have, at the very highest peak moments, had experiences of blinding white light.  These are always perceived through "the third eye", the Ajna chakra.  Actually, it is technically a clear and luminous light, a radiating white effulgence but one refracting an endless array of shimmering rainbow colors, each hue most vibrant and magnificent. 

I have eagerly fused my consciousness with said inviting brilliance and steered my intent merging my shifting awareness with it's infinite, loving presence.  The mind then stops for a divine pause...  and oneself is totally shattered by the immensity of the expansion into absolute being. 

Sacred Medicines like:  LSD-25, peyote/mescaline, psilocybin mushrooms and NN-DMT, do surely facilitate this kind if blissful whiteout experience.  Can those who've been blessed by the Toad Medicine, organically or synthetically produced, shed any personal/transpersonal experience reports here? 

Granted, visions and auditory sensations emanating from the pineal gland are essentially 6th chakra phenomena.  It would be awesome to hear about some of the sounds and visions (or moments of sweetest, quitest emptiness) encountered with 5-MeO-DMT, which James Oroc, author of Tryptamine Palace, suggests operates within the full bloom of the 7th chakra, the Sahasrara.  Thanx in advance, folks.   _/|\_ _/|\_ 

« on: May 11, 2018, 08:12:43 PM »
Quote from: HumbleVoyager
Not to take away from what you said, Rising Spirit. My intention is just to offer another perspective on the process that JO_neness may have been going through.
By all means, please continue to shine your light upon any statements I utter.  I just feel that in combination, Kundalini Yoga with any of the major Sacred Medicines, often overwhelming forces are released within the biology of the traveler.  But the molecules increase the process exponentially, while the Yoga...  by itself, is far less precipitous.   _/|\_

From July of 1991 until January of 2009, I partook of no psychedelics at all.  Throughout the time I still practiced deep meditation, Kriya-Kundalini Yoga, Surat Shabd Yoga and Zazen.  Rarely was I unable to balance and integrate the released the serpent energy, as it was so much more gradual. Full moons were perhaps the only exception. 

Fate drew me into the enigmatic dance with NN-DMT and I was hardly able to withstand some of the tremendous force of the geyser-like erruption!  The same goes for psilocybin mushrooms.  I honestly believe that "going to the well too often" is responsible for many voyagers troubles in grounding the surges in their Qi.  These days, I partake when I am invited by the Medicine Teachers and this is but a handful of times per year.  How often do most 21 st century psychonauts imbibe?   _/|\_

« on: May 10, 2018, 11:00:53 AM »
Quote from: JO_neness
Hey Guys, I wanna tell you I'm fine again. Stopped meditating altogether and the energy is almost gone now. Sleeping well. Thank you for your concerns!
I'm so glad to hear you've found some equilibrium and are able to sleep properly.  Insomnia is one of the unfortunate side effects from full on Kundalini activation.  Your instincts are correct about shifting attention and moving into other fields of mind, tuning into alternate brainwave states.  Learning to do this is the essence of true meditation and said, "meditation" is opening a doorway beyond oneself, which leads to your own eternal nature.   <3

Quote from: JO_neness
Also, stop using any meditative techniques you have discovered to raise the energy, even though they make you feel amazing. It's not worth your sanity.
Pardon my candor but your inability to balance and integrate the force of the "serpent energy" is precisely because you are growing rapidly in conscious-awareness and so, you are opening yourself up to the inner mechanics of your own neurological system and what lies beyond the 3rd dimension.

Deep meditation is the very best way to gradually train your body and mind to integrate the immense surge in psychic energy, incrementally, purposefully and holistically.  Again, I humbly suggest you ease back down on your use of 5-MeO-DMT and/or other self-shattering entheogenic substances...  atbleast until your system is ready. 

You've essentially released the floodwaters of immortality, but just a wee bit too suddenly and perhaps, you were somewhat unprepared?  Who ever is, though.  Cultivating an unwavering focus and creating crystalline clarity of intention is a life long journey.  Walk in peace and harmony, my friend.   _/|\_ _/|\_

« on: April 09, 2018, 09:57:57 PM »
HumbleVoyager, I am most humbled myself, that you even feel my verbose ramblings are of some value and worth.  I fully realize that never having been graced by 5-MeO-DMT...  much of what I express is subject to valid criticism.  But ever the hopeful optimist, I await the anointment with this great teacher and highest spiritual guide.

Also, I sincerely hope I did not come off as a total downer to JO_neness, seemingly being critical or preachy.  I truly care about this person's dilemma.  Still, when the planets align, the proverbial doors all fly off the hinges and the moment is absolutely right, the Divine pulls us into the undifferentiated state, the indivisible core, the insubstantial source of our very own selves...  and destroys our ignorance and sense of limitation and ultimately, separation from everything else within this web of being. 

I pray our friend learns the way to balance the onset of the energy.  Let's all share some empathy and compassion for our new family member.  Love, light and purest intent to you, dearest JO_neness.   <3 <3 <3

« on: April 07, 2018, 09:44:47 AM »
Quote from: JO_neness
I got kundalini syndrome from it. 30+ times used.
The often overwhelming release of the Kundalini is essentially, one's own life force itself, moving the fulcrum of conscious-awareness witnessed within the visions of both the psychonautical voyager or esoteric mystic, back up to the initial source, the Godhead.  I feel that Kundalini is not a syndrome or a malady.  Lack of buoyancy, confidence, self-control or basic fearful human resistance...  these may well indeed be a syndrome of sorts?

That being said, if integration is not cultivated and proper groundwork worked through, the symptoms you describe can occur.  You'd find Gopi Krishna's book an insightful read.  My small advice is to spend further time laying said groundwork, even if you are suffering from having moved too high, too quickly.  Healing is a natural, incremental process and each step you take towards a greater harmony with the universal force, the closer you will come to finding balance and peace of mind.  Try to find your center within your own spiritual heart. <3

Quote from: JO_neness
Didn't respect it enough. Flew too close to the sun and now I'm burnt. There's 4 distinct blockages of energy in my body that I cannot release. (2 in both feet, 2 in both knees) I've got almost no sleep for 3 months. I'm always cold. My skin has aged 10 years in three months. I'm depressed as hell. Tried everything to fix it and nothing's working. Losing hope, might just call it a day.
Again, the more effort you expend working on a gradual building-up of the natural flow and rise of the serpent energy...  the sweeter the experiences will get.  Consider this mega-overwhelming stage you are experiencing a gift.  An overpowering one but ultimately, a blessing.  The BIG issue here is the ceremonial way and the rapid speed at which you have achieved full activation.  Also, I suspect that you've gone to the well too often, without the required purification.  Who hasn't at one point in the journey?  Along with respect for the Medicine it's necessary to respect for the hidden energies within your own neurological system.

I personally feel that the true value of any psychedelic experience is how one both grounds and integrates this unlimited power into simple, everyday living.  You desperately need to do an ego check and be prepared to do some serious work.  Please don't, "call it a day".  Please be patient with yourself and the awakening rush of psychic energies.  Often times, when we boldly open Pandora's Box, the lid gets blown off with sometimes damaging results.  But you will heal.  Keep the faith.  Hold onto the light.  You ought to ease back on your usage and that's an understatement!   

Quote from: JO_neness
Please oh please, when you feel after a 5-MeO experience that there is energy still hanging around, give your body time to process it. Don't go chasing after the energy.
Wise advice and I'd add that you, I, each of us...  needs to recall the lessons learned and deeply ingrained, at the very appex of the peak experiences.  Surely there was medicine guidance and spiritual teaching conveyed, in those 30+ times, yes?  What might help you most is to train yourself to consciously enter into meditative states and perhaps even more importantly, add physical balancing into your life.  Hatha Yoga, Tai Chi Chuan or Qigong would be most beneficial for your predicament.  Exercise more and worry less, my friend.   _/|\_

Spirituality / Re: 5-MeO-DMT and The Clear Light of The Void
« on: March 07, 2018, 09:38:46 PM »
Quote from: Rising Spirit
And do most people here believe that the nickname, "The God Molecule" is appropriate?

Quote from: Xzen
Personally I'm ok with the name .. however I naturally tend towards referring to "The Miracle Molecule".

Great question, btw. My guess is most folk would err towards a divine term, rather than a religious one.
I think too, there is a trickiness for those who identify with being 'One with God' that can feed delusion.

The miraculous is exactly what I am seeking.  And you are most correct, when you point out that the experience of psychedelically triggered spiritual unity, can create a merging of the relative and absolute nature of conscious-awareness, which may well manifest some degree or modicum of megalomania.  Mayhaps the downside of the mystical experience?

Even so, as long as the higher truths of the nondual experience generates an increase in one's empathy with others, sense of interconnection with everything else present within this existential web of being, then the miraculous has truly taken root and the medicine has done it's job.  Ergo, the central core reveals itself through the awakened self as the spirit healing incrementally or suddenly, reaches soul-saturation, whilst the direct interphase takes place. 

Perhaps equally importantly, when we find a greater harmony and resonance with each moment of life as it unfolds and is fully lived, wholly in the eternal present, a bonafide "miracle" then becomes an ever-widdening vista, an open-ended journey.  A mode of being aimed towards limitless expansion and ultimate freedom.  Together, the individual and collective spirit re-discovers the unity within an infinite, creative diversity...  finding itself unique and reborn anew with far greater harmonic balance. 

When my time comes and 5-MeO anoints my mortal soul, I believe that such a miracle in perception will indeed trigger the kind of focus and intent which exponentially blooms beyond any and all differences and similarities of juxtaposition, between the microcosmic and the macrocosmic fields...  they themselves mirrored reflections and oscillating echoes of the very same frequency of the pure, undifferentiated point of absolute omniversalism, eternally sounding out EVERYWHERE as the very song of life itself and the initial cause of this glorious, symbiotic fabric of myriad universes intersecting in perfect symmetry, as a cohesive whole. 

Now how's that for a run-on sentence?  Lol   _/|\_ _/|\_ _/|\_

This is the most amazing thread, love seeing this here! This is what the Hive is all about. <3 _/|\_

Agreed!  So much of what we learn from are the brief glimpses we perceive of the whole.  How splendid would it be to read about Infinite Spirit's initial Bufo Alvarius journey?  I myself, patiently await the Sacred anointment.  Thank you all for your bright presence. 

5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5-MeO-DMT Sacred medicine
« on: February 27, 2018, 08:41:57 AM »
Quote from: Infinite Spirit
I did want to also say thank you for your introduction to ‘Surat Shabd Yoga’ – I hadn’t heard about that before and I’m always fascinated to learn about any spiritual practice e that incorporates the use of sound. I briefly looked into this and it’s certainly an area I would like to explore further.
Thank you again for your openness an willingness to share  <3 _/|\_

Surat Shabd Yoga, as taught within the tradition of the Radhasoami faith or alternately, Sant Mat...  is essentially, Nada Yoga and dates back to before the Upanishads were even written down.  The gist of the method is to close out the external distractions by plugging the ears, eyes, nostrils, etc...  so as to attune the inner ear (the mind's ear or perhaps, the 3rd ear) to the various tones within the sound current of AUM, whose resonance creates myriad realities.   _/|\_ _/|\_ _/|\_

There are ascending inner sounds which are traditionally likened to:  crickets chirping, tiny bells being rung, rumbling thunder, buzzing bees, high flute sounds, fluttering, droning motor-like sounds, hissing or more accurately, the sound of steam whispering...  and maybe the highest ringing over-tone, what NN-DMT voyagers call, "The Carrier Wave".  The uplifting, high resonance sound current as a vibratingng oscillation, which carries the attention of the witness listening to higher and higher still, peak levels of conscious-awareness. 

Ultimately, the roaring silence gives way to an absolute quietude.  The mind stops thinking and identifying this or that aspect of the vibratory field of the Infinite Web and in such clarity and sheer emptiness...  the awakening of the Omniself takes birth.  This is Savikalpa Samadhi and no dualism can exist in such an undifferentiated vacuum of Divine ecstasy.   <3

I left the Sant Mat path back in 1984, after 2 years involvement, as it is a VERY sectarian path.  Many of the disciples are fixated on Guru worship and spend a ridiculous amount of focus putting other paths down and failing to see the underlying unity between the various schools of meditation, regardless of sect or affiliation. 

Tragically, many of the problems stem from the hierarchically oriented pride sprouting from the Sikh influence within this path.  Sadly, egotism and one-upmanship nearly poisons the present lineage, as is so with most organized religious groups.  Pardon any if I offend but from the standpoint of Advaita Vedanta, this whole dream is imaginary.  Sigh...  I've no stomache for rigid sectarianism, it's not exactly my cup of tea for it tastes quite sour.

From my vantage point, the teachings of Maharshi Mehi Paramhans are the very highest within the lineage.  He wrote extensively about the unity of all spiritual paths and interpreted the Vedas, Upanishads, Bhagavad Gita and the teachings of Sant Kabir.  He lived 101 years but departed in 1986.  Do look into his writings, Maharshi Mehi Paramhans Ji. 

There is an understated, practically microscopic link at the bottom if this post.  A free pdf of one of this Surat Shabd Yoga teacher's books, Philosophy of Liberation.  Just click on the link, that is, if you can find it.   ;)   ;D   ;)

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