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Title: subcutaneous roa
Post by: celestino on August 13, 2019, 02:14:27 PM

hi every one,

This evening I had my first experience with 5 mg ,5 salt, subcutaneous. The experience was like a kind of high quality meditation, slightly psychedelic, 20

minutes duration, very smooth coming up, I was present all the time. This is a very interesting roa in my opinión. I am planning to raise the dose 1 mg at a

time until 10mg which I have read is the máximum advised with this roa.

I have to say that it did not disolve well, I stirred a while and something remained in the end. would it disolve the whole thing if I heated the mixture?

any answers welcome.

Thank you 5 and the people facilitating it. All the best. Celestino
Title: Re: subcutaneous roa
Post by: celestino on August 16, 2019, 12:58:54 AM

hi,

I would like to add to this experience that I think I contacted somehow my higher self and he was cheerful and very clear about spiritual matters. I guess the

cheerfulnes comes from his clarity, well, this is celestino the lower, guessing! the wonders of celestinos!


All the best.
Title: Re: subcutaneous roa
Post by: Rising Spirit on August 16, 2019, 10:14:35 PM
Quote from: celestino on August 16, 2019, 12:58:54 AM

hi,

I would like to add to this experience that I think I contacted somehow my higher self and he was cheerful and very clear about spiritual matters. I guess the

cheerfulnes comes from his clarity, well, this is celestino the lower, guessing! the wonders of celestinos!


All the best.

I so resonate with the notion of the symbiotic meeting of the higher and lower selves, as one indivisible, singular phenomenon.  Aham Brahmasmi.  For at the appex of our searching for some ultimate truth, the interior soul's core vibration coalesces, as attention and intent are fused within the immensity of That which resides beyond, yet, exists epicentrically within everything else.  Such a romance is an intimate conjoining of absolute truth and the mesmerism of sheer illusion, an immortal transcendence inside of this dualistic earthly paradigm, forever unfolding out of the undifferentiated field, is always taking new life like exploding light particles, dancing in pulsations, waving in all directs at once. 

Going seemingly nowhere yet touching everything else.  The spectrum of higher and lower, eternal and transitory, infinite mystery and finite certainty...  all dissolve, perceptually into the bright white, effulgent emptiness.  Though we are essentially gone as isolated individuals, we are miraculously rebirthed an infinity of human life cycles, only to finally arrive right here & now, at one with all.  Such is the sacred gift of 5-MeO-DMT.   _/|\_ _/|\_

Godself is realized by the awakening dreamer in ascension and all is perceived as the Omniself, uncoiling at the hub of each being as sublimely interconnected and whole, arising as the cherished epiphany, like unto a great pause of one's individuality, absorbed again in seamless union with the Divine source.  There blossoms a remembrance of sorts, choosing to be, to exist, to appear out of nothingness.  Often this is followed by total self erasure, all ideas and beliefs wiped clean for some span outside of time, deep into the effulgent silence.

We are wholly shattered by the unlimited force but the teaching still incrementally blooms anew with every heartbeat, thus grounding within the experience of the human witness to creation, preservation and eventual destruction of the little dream bubbles of our collective, multiples of selves (though each unique soul is merely an impermanent aspect appearing as an echo, a reflection or perhaps, more of a refraction of the initial source of all light...  formless consciousness itself).  While we attune our spiritual being more receptively towards the zero point field, the unborn, undying nature of the Tao, we step off into an endless, beginningless oblivion of our own volition, like the proverbial moth drawn to the flame.
 
Keep your love light shining so bright and free, good brother Celestino!   <3 <3
Title: Re: subcutaneous roa
Post by: celestino on August 17, 2019, 12:46:22 PM

thank you rising spirit.

All the best
Title: Re: subcutaneous roa
Post by: celestino on August 20, 2019, 11:36:00 AM

Hi there,

Yesterday evening it was my second immersion, 7.5 mg 5HCL. No loss of consciousness, though it as a very special kind of conciousness, no walls to hang

my clothes on!, very exquisite to me! what a wonder this molecule! smooth, very, very smooth experience, I would advice this roa to everyone for its

easyness. I was back to base line after 1.15 hours more or less

I have to say that I prepared 1 ml water and 25mg 5, then through a micron filter, but I got only o.5 ml, the other 0.5 sucked by the filter! :( any

suggestions?

All the best. Celestino
Title: Re: subcutaneous roa
Post by: celestino on August 27, 2019, 02:07:36 AM
Hi everyone,

Yesterday evening I knew why 5 is called the ruthless beast!

I prepared a new solution of 5, 44mgs 5 in 2 ml distilled water, different from the last time I applied a bit of fire and all the substance was diluted, then i

filtered through cotton. I took 3,5 units of the 1 ml syringe that is 7,7 mgs and injected it subcutaneous...

After 5 minutes or so the effects began to come up gradually and I began to get a bit scared more and more, some anguish and weeping and then "White

out". The difference with the smoke is that the ego here has time to resist until is overpowered by the jaguar 5.

After the storm the calm,there was some cold sweating. 1 hour later I was back to base line and I stayed lying 1 hour more listening to music.

Now I know the ruthless beast. After this I think I will work with lower doses, 3, 4, or 5 mgs until finding one convenient.

All the best. Celestino