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#31
Hi humblevoyager, good to see you again.
So from what you have described here in what a good facilitator should be, it is now quite apparent to me that the two more well-known 5-meo-dmt facilitators should actually NOT be consulted.
They do not meet any of the criterion that you have listed here.
Thanks for the heads up.
#32
Thanks for your replies, Xzen and Humblevoyager.
Yes, this is exactly why I obtained the synthetic form of 5-meo-dmt, produced in a laboratory, instead of purchasing a toad and extracting its venom.
I've had it for quite some time now, but am still a little hesitant to try it; I'm afraid of what it might do to me.
And yet, I've spent a very long time trying to procure synthetic 5-meo-dmt, and even longer researching it.
But now that I have it, I'm not even sure that I still want to try it.
I think that I will purchase those polypropylene lab-grade micro spoons before I actually try the 5-meo-dmt, so that I can accurately measure out a dose, as opposed to trying to eyeball a dose.
It's HCL, so it's slightly weaker than freebase, which means that I will probably start with only 10 milligrams.
I've read that it can be very uncomfortable in lower doses, so I want to dose it properly, without overdoing it.
Thanks for reading.
#33
General Discussion / Re: 5-meo-dmt dream experience
October 11, 2017, 07:38:52 PM
Quote from: HumbleVoyager on October 07, 2017, 05:09:58 PM
The best person who can interpret your dream is yourself. :)

What emotions did it bring up for you?
What did the dream mean to you?
How are you feeling about the dream now?
What is it you want?

One of the most important lessons that medicine work teaches me is that it is most important to come to my own conclusions about things while also taking in information as best as I can.

Hi humblevoyager and thanks for your response.
The emotions it brought up for me were awe and amazement, and also excitement.
To me, the dream was prophetic, in the sense that it was a sign to partake of 5-meo-dmt and that I will have a remarkable experience.
I am still feeling very positive about the dream, many weeks after having it.
What I want is to have the cosmic enlightenment experience by vaporizing 5-meo-dmt from my awesome new pipe.
The only real, tangible conclusion I can come to from this dream is that it would be well worth my time to try 5-meo-dmt in its vaporized form
The only problem being that I am still a bit reluctant to do so, because I don't know what would happen if I went ahead and did so.
#34
General Discussion / Re: 5-meo-dmt dream experience
October 07, 2017, 04:04:37 PM
Hi,
I was just wondering if anyone here can interpret my dream, and tell me whether or not it is a positive omen?
I considered the dream a positive sign from the universe to proceed with smoking 5-meo-dmt, but then again I am not so sure.
The one thing I know for a fact, is that in the dream, I put a oil burner pipe up to my face and inhaled the vapor of what I am certain was 5-meo-dmt and then had a revelatory and profound spiritual experience.
But the dream then suddenly stopped and I found myself awake in my bed.
Thanks for reading and I would greatly appreciate anyone's suggestions or feedbacks, or advice.
Thanks.
#35
General Discussion / 5-meo-dmt dream experience
October 02, 2017, 01:06:31 PM
Hi,

A few days ago I talked to a friend late at night and we agreed that this night would be the time that we tried 5-meo-dmt together for the first time, each of us taking our own turns while the other acted as a sitter.
My friend was at another friend's house, and I was at home, and agreed to wait for him to come over so that we could begin.
I ended up waiting for two hours but he never came over, so I ended up falling asleep on my swing while waiting for him.
At some point during my sleep, I had the most intense and vivid dream that I can remember having in a very long time.
In the dream I put a oil burner pipe/meth pipe filled with 5-meo-dmt to my face and took a large inhalation, and immediately slumped backwards onto my back.
At that point I entered into a profound, transcendent experience of immense power and force.
I saw brilliant green fractals and my vision exploded and I almost immediately after experienced myself as the unending, infinite universe expanding in all directions and stretching into infinity.
I do not remember how long that state of awareness lasted, as time was completely irrelevant at that point.
However it seemed to be over in an instant, but during the experience it seemed like it lasted forever.
I awoke soon after and couldn't believe what had just transpired.
This dream experience now has me wanting to try 5-meo-dmt more than ever.
I see the dream as an auspicious sign.
I just don't know when I should begin my experimentations with 5-meo-dmt.
Hopefully I try this very soon, I still have a nice amount of it which I have not touched yet.
Thanks for reading.
#36
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
September 30, 2017, 07:20:41 PM
Thanks Flux and Humble Voyager for your deep insight.
I have no problem sitting with my legs crossed for hours at a time, I am a practicing yogi with Indian parents who have dones this there whole lives.
But as far as the actual ingestion of the molecule goes, I fear that it may be too powerful, or a sensory overload if you will, and might hurl me into an exprience of great magnitude which I am not yet ready to handle.
But with smoked salvia divinorum in the long past I have melted and spun away rapidly until there was no "me" left and just an infninte continuum of absolute consciousness existing everwhere eternally.
If 5-meo-dmt is anything like that then I am more than ready for it.
I've read a few people mention that 5-meo-dmt HCL vaporizes poorly, while others say that it vaporizes just fine.
This is the substance that I will be working with.
I think that I will practice meditation for one good hour straight before I light the pipe and lay down on my floor.
I will be with the help of a sitter just because I heard that the assistance of a sitter is crucial in both being safe and integrating the session afterwards.
Thanks again for your help and I will keep you guys posted once I actually imbibe in this.
#37
I just was told recently that the HCL salt of 5-meo-dmt is easily burned and wasted if overheated.
Does this mean that it would be wiser to use a bic lighter when working with a meth pipe and touching the flame to the bottom of the glass, rather than using a micro-torch/jet-lighter and keeping the flame an inch or two away from the bottom of the pipe?
In other words, to avoid burning 5-meo-dmt HCL, should one use a bic lighter and gently heat the bottom of the pipe instead of using a high-heat jet lighter to attempt to vaporize the substance?
I don't want to burn or waste any of this precious material.
Thank you.
#38
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Entheological Paradign
September 26, 2017, 03:19:25 PM
Hi,

For what it's worth, I will share my viewpoint.
I think that what Martin Ball says is highly suspect.
He and the people he associates with are deluding themselves into believing that 5-meo-dmt is "the magic pill to God and enlightenment" as his friend Leo Gura so ignorantly states.
Do I think it has a great potential to reveal to people their Highest authentic Selves?
Sure, but to promote a drug or chemical as a magic pill to God and Freedom is absolutely absurd in my honest view.
Anyway, thanks for reading.
#39
Science / Re: Venom extraction tek?
September 22, 2017, 08:45:13 PM
Just keep in mind that the venom also contains 5-ho-dmt, along with 5-meo-dmt, and that an extraction will yield both molecules in their isolated forms.

Good luck in your travels.
#40
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
September 13, 2017, 07:56:49 AM
QuoteWhat you may notice with the HcL salt is that while it vapourises fine, it will leave a carbon residue very quickly and your glass pipe will need to be cleaned out before the next dose will burn successfully.

Hi flux, I quoted you above.
From my understanding, based on my personal experience, the black soot/residue only appears when you use a bic lighter and the flame comes in direct contact with the bottom of the glass bowl.
Whenever I used a torch jet lighter and kept the flame an inch or so away from the bottom of the bowl, whatever I was ingesting vaporized just fine and left no black soot like material on/in the pipe.
But if there is no way around this black carbon residue forming on my pipe when using the HCL salt then what can I do?
I was going to purchase a pipe today that is very nice, it is an oil burner pipe (like a meth pipe) but of very high quality and with a wonderful appearance.
I really don't even know how to clean this thing out, and you're saying that I would have to do so after every use?
Thanks for your help
#41
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
September 12, 2017, 06:55:26 AM
hi not two, thanks for your response again.

I actually have spoken with both of those doctors/5-meo-dmt specialists that you mentioned in your post through email.

I really did want to visit dr. sandoval for a toad ceremony treatment but it is quite a long way to travel just for one experience, and then leave either the same day or the following day.

Isn't this something that I could do by myself, without having to travel a long distance and pay a lot of money?

I really hope that I can come across 5-meo-dmt in the synthesized form, I have been looking for a very long time for this special compound.

And if you saw my post in the ethics section you are probably aware that I am against purchasing a living animal so that I can get 5-meo-dmt from it.
#42
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
September 09, 2017, 10:04:09 PM
So what you are saying is that I cannot die from this, correct?

What if I actually die?

I read that 5-meo-dmt can be fatal at high enough doses.

I really hope to try this soon.

p.s. I really liked your swimming analogy  :)
#43
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
September 06, 2017, 12:32:55 PM
If anyone could help me in this regard with advice as to how to surrender to the full cosmic experience of 5-meo-dmt then that would be great, thanks

gurudedicationananda
#44
Introductions/Newbies / Re: A 5-Meo DMT Ceremony
September 06, 2017, 06:38:33 AM
Nice story, but I think that the title is both misleading and mis-informative.

Nobody licks Bufo alvarius toads as you already know; that would be stupid and dangerous.

By having a misleading title like this, someone who hasn't done their research might think it is safe to orally consume bufo alvarius venom, and might just go ahead and do so, and get extremely sick and/or die.
#45
Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
September 06, 2017, 06:30:34 AM
Thanks for the replies "not two" and "flux."

There is still something that I have been thinking about that bothers me.

If vaporized 5-meo-dmt can be a complete annihilation of the ego, one thing that bothers me is how my body physical body will react to such a sudden and drastic transformation.

What if my body gets torn apart?

That would not happen would it?

Does the "I" inhabiting my physical self get absorbed into/erased by a higher cosmic "I" ?

Does the small I just suddenly cease to exist and what is left within me for the duration of the journey is just infinite consciousness, space, and awareness?

I am very looking forward to trying this but also kind of apprehensive and hesitant.

I really hope that I have the authentic enlightenment experience, whatever that may be, from 5-meo-dmt.

Thanks for reading!