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Preparation and Integration / General Integration Tips please?
« on: July 01, 2021, 06:11:21 AM »
Hello :)
I am new to this forum, and cannot seem to locate the "T.O.A.D." document that is referenced? Would greatly appreciate if someone could explain where to find that.
In the meantime, I am really hoping for your best integration tips, as I am feeling pretty alone in that right now.
Am currently 2 weeks post retreat, where I experienced 4 full Bufo ceremonies, 2 microdoses, 3 Kambo sessions and 1 Samadhi ceremony, plus night after night of reactivations for about a week and a half.
Was lucky enough to have a week near the ocean before returning home, where I am also in the midst of starting my next chapter. Just resigned from 16 years of teaching to follow my soul purpose and open a business.
So I think the circumstances are contributing, as well as some over-thinking, but yeah....
the things I have felt and experienced...
well, I am just feeling all sorts of things.
Confusion, unsettled, sadness...as well as trust, love, light, knowing....
it's pretty up and down...
which is why I know I need more integration focus...
I have been meditating daily, grounding breathwork, listening to my body...
I go back and forth between wanting to 'relive' the experience via reading my journal, listening to the music, etc. and not.
Any thoughts or general advice would be most welcome  _/|\_


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Poetry and Art / My last ceremony
« on: June 30, 2021, 02:52:53 PM »
I drew pictures after each of my 4 ceremonies. This was after the last one 🙏

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Introductions/Newbies / Greetings 🙏
« on: June 30, 2021, 02:46:27 PM »
Hello everyone :)
Earlier today I was searching for integration information to help me. I found a podcast which I listened to, that introduced me to this forum.
I am 2 weeks out of a retreat experience where I had Bufo 4x full strength, 2 microdoses, 3 kambo treatments and 1 very challenging Samadhi ceremony, all over the course of 5 days. The whole time and for several days after I basically didn't sleep, but tried to let my body rest as I went through what seemed like endless reactivations.
Overall, this was by far the most profound thing I have ever experienced of course (previous experiences with LSD, psilocybin and ayahuasca), and a TREMENDOUS amount of clearing and healing took place. But...now I am home and having some pretty strong emotional swings, feelings of confusion as I try to provess everything and think of how I will apply it moving forward.
The integration aspects of the center I attended are lacking, which is way I am here.
Hoping to find more info, share, connect, understand more about WTF just happened and move on in a most positive way.
Thank you for listening 🧡

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