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General Discussion / Re: 5-meo and interconnectivity
« Last post by Rising Spirit on July 01, 2021, 09:58:59 AM »
Finally getting around to sharing my thoughts, feelings and small understanding of the phenomenon of interconnection.  And especially, how this relates to the ceremonial use of entheogens.  Through the magic of chemistry, one's consciousness is shifted from the ordinary state of awareness, enigmatically so, towards the most extraordinary state of conscious union with the absolute and undifferentiated field, the ethereal grid upon which everything appears and then, disappears after a spell.  Upon seeing beyond the veil, everything changes, forever!  An essential part of this immense transformation, is finding deep empathy and compassion, unity and seamless interconnection with all of life itself.  The flowing essence of the eternal Tao... forever changing, yet always abiding.

I do believe that sacred medicines teach us about the frailty and illusory nature of our own individualized conscious-awareness.  We are all of us born into this 3-dimensional paradigmn without any readily accessible capacity to navigate through this often times dangerous physical reality.  As such, it takes us years and years to train ourselves to exist as a separate part of the whole.  How to live seeking pleasure and happiness as an isolated personage.  Sure, we are part of the greafter collective and as parts, we comprehend only a fraction of the totality.  We are indoctrinated to desire this or that for ourselves, searching for our own individual contentment.  Naturally, we have strong familial relationships.  We look for friends and lovers along our way through life.  We seem to need to bond with other individualized centers of perception.  To unite, despite the separation that duality necessitates.  To discover the power of love and to share love with others.   <3 <3 <3 

I humbly feel that over and above all of our many instinctual human drives, is that of discovering our interconnection with each other and ultimately, the universe as a whole.  We are hardwired to seek something more, something beyond all dichotomies.  Deep within our beating hearts pulses a sacred remembrance.  An innate interelationship with our Source, that is rekindled by all of our highest degrees of spiritual attunement.  More than any other entheogenic molecular medicine, 5-MeO-DMT erases the conditioned isolation we are programmed by social norms to stay compressed within.  In such direct interphase with oneness...  all personal identity is temporarily dissolved.  In so doing, the 5 annointment shatters our narrow fixation and opens the floodgates to an infinite conscious-awareness.  This self obliteration creates the pefect storm for spiritual awakening.

Now a huge part of said awakening is our recognition that we don't really exist as separate parts of the indivisible totality.  That our most unique characteristics are truly universal and entwined with all else within the dreamscape of our mortal sentience.  Deep, deep within the vortexial fulcrum of the Omniversal center, we become reacquainted with eternal moment, the timeless now, the insubstantial and wholly transcendent state.  We merge into the blinding brilliance of the formless effulgence that is the center of all strata of being and non-being, like the proverbial moth to a flame!  Immersion without definition follows suit and the tiny dream bubble pops, returning into no-thingness, awaiting yet another material incarnation, a microcosm uncoiling, perbhaps just another dream within a dream?

Ergo, the palpable presence of interconnection overrides any heretofore, conditioned perceptual imprisonment.  Mind is lost within labyrinths inside and outside of the realm of any subjectivity,  then catapolted into the clear light of the void...  thus obliterating any finite trace of personal ego, of oneself in counterpoint to another being.  It transmutes into a rather difficult to describe state of existence....  perceiving oneself within others.  In an ultimate sense, there really are no others.  Everything is truly Godself entwined within itself, an infinity of mirrored refractions. 

Much like facets upon a jewel, myriad reflections of the interior light, dance upon the entirety of one single gem.  Entheogens dramatically reveal this intrinsic unity.  Such notions of me or mine dissolve, albeit only briefly, to vanish within the illusory dream bubble of a separate self, for our truest freedom within this sacred union.  There is naught but the limitless Omniself, forever abiding in resplendense, and as it is an unbroken core, zero point field of emptiness (Buddhist idea of Suntata), it cannot be divided into fractions, save within the still dreaming mirage of oneself.  We are always That, always have been, always will be.  Tat Tvam Asi, Hari Om Tat Sat, Aham Brahmasmi and Sat Chit Ananda (as spoken in Vedic Sanskrit). 

May we each seek to ground our sacred epiphanies and look to each other for healing and communion.  Bringing the light of the Soucrce energy, back down to earth, into our everyday lives, is so vitally key to reintegration and our overall spiritual growth. By healing ourselves, we help to heal this often troubled world.  Let love, empathy and compassion be our earthly compasses.  Namaskar to you all, my dear 5 Hive friends!  I love you each and all without measure.   _/|\_ _/|\_ _/|\_ 
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General Discussion / Re: 5-meo and interconnectivity
« Last post by alphabe on July 01, 2021, 05:48:32 AM »
Only speaking from my personal experience here...but yes, absolutely I think it has the potential to rapidly bring that interconnectedness to the forefront.
I remember a deeper psilocybin journey I had once, where I wrapped a quilt around myself that my great-great-grandmother had made. Instantly, I was bombarded with thoughts and images dropping in from the collective. It was rather overwhelming for me, but my first clearly defined experience of interconnectedness.


For me, repeatedly (but mostly during the reactivations), I experienced something similar but much more intensely. I felt like I went hopping around the matrix, connecting to people/places/events that transcended all structures of time and space. Also, during the ceremonies themselves, an indescribable sense/feeling/knowing of the oneness/connectedness of all things, but particularly nature. 


Also, interestingly, the other people present during my experience (5 days), it's like our fields became intertwined. A lot of energy exchanges, both intentional (supportive), and circumstantial (walking by me for example), started happening after about 2 days. It was this beautiful sense of "healing together".


I agree with what HumbleVoyager said though - process and framing...I am feeling rather alone in my integration, and although I am 'ok', I really struggled the first few days with feeling SO OPEN, like, TOO connected...and now, a couple of weeks later, just trying to let it all sink in and move forward without over-thinking everything I now know/feel/have experienced.
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Introductions/Newbies / Greetings 🙏
« Last post by alphabe on June 30, 2021, 02:46:27 PM »
Hello everyone :)
Earlier today I was searching for integration information to help me. I found a podcast which I listened to, that introduced me to this forum.
I am 2 weeks out of a retreat experience where I had Bufo 4x full strength, 2 microdoses, 3 kambo treatments and 1 very challenging Samadhi ceremony, all over the course of 5 days. The whole time and for several days after I basically didn't sleep, but tried to let my body rest as I went through what seemed like endless reactivations.
Overall, this was by far the most profound thing I have ever experienced of course (previous experiences with LSD, psilocybin and ayahuasca), and a TREMENDOUS amount of clearing and healing took place. But...now I am home and having some pretty strong emotional swings, feelings of confusion as I try to provess everything and think of how I will apply it moving forward.
The integration aspects of the center I attended are lacking, which is way I am here.
Hoping to find more info, share, connect, understand more about WTF just happened and move on in a most positive way.
Thank you for listening 🧡
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Poetry and Art / Not Exactly Poetry... but Deeply Inspired Words.
« Last post by Rising Spirit on June 05, 2021, 08:29:10 PM »
These random sentences were jotted down just hours after one of my most powerful 5 journeys.  I just found this piece of scrap paper that I had written down a series of choppy, flowery descriptives.  This is hardly poetry but is fueled by the nondual field with this most sacred of medicines.  _/|\_ _/|\_


"Mudras & Kundalini spontaneously bloom from the immersion.  The songbird takes flight through 12 planes, plus Infinity."

"Parallel bars of ascending light rays radiate a vortexial plume of energy.  Harmonics of the dual frequencies entwined, together unite in one supreme overtone (all sonic oscillations melting into one AUM vibration)."

"The breathless state and unmoving body, coalescing in euphoria.  Light dissolving into light abounds.  Empty sky, limitless expanse of bliss beats inside of one's drumming heart."


"Ergo, Absolute bliss=Divine rapture=Satori=Samadhi are indeed noble words...   but no uttered words can capture the effulgent fusion."

"Euphoric, enigmatic quietude absorbs the gesture of self...  revealing a grand transcendence.  Wings spread wide beyond all thought, lift the minds heart, forevermore flying into Godself."
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Introductions/Newbies / Greetings!!!
« Last post by Didgital on May 27, 2021, 11:45:46 AM »
Hello, my name is didgital. I have been interested in psychedelics for most of my life. 5 meo dmt was possibly the most profound healing experience of my life. Lately I have acquired a specific variety of phalaris arundinacea (I'm prolly misspelling that. Anyway, I'm mainly here to learn and share my progress with that project but I am always down to talk psychedelics!!
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Introductions/Newbies / Hello!
« Last post by Kayonixo on May 14, 2021, 01:30:54 PM »
Hello! New to the forum. Here to seek guidance and learn more about the experience. Have had a very traumatic life and in desperate need of healing. Any feedback, info and direction is wholly appreciated!
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Science / The Hamilton Morris synthesis method....Is this the standard method?
« Last post by iantripps on May 13, 2021, 03:11:50 PM »
Newbie here. Pardon my ignorance but is the process shown by Hamilton Morris the "standard" method of synthetic production? Any tips or comments? TIA
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Introductions/Newbies / introduction
« Last post by learner4life74 on May 13, 2021, 12:49:10 AM »
hello from somewhere in the mountains...thank you for this place i have spoken of to friends yet never puyt myself out here..its time for me to ask u to let me in. to tell me how to find the light that is in us all and bask in its glow...this place is sacred to me and i hope you find me a worthy bee..
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Introductions/Newbies / Hello
« Last post by Paulsirius on May 12, 2021, 12:19:33 AM »
Hi All


Thank you for having me.


I have worked with medicines for many years and facilitate with some in a sacred ceremonial way. I have had the privilege of having a few experiences with 5meo and intend to work with it more hence wanting to join this great resource.


I look forward to learning and contributing.


Much Love
Paul Sirius
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Introductions/Newbies / Hi all
« Last post by Markus on May 09, 2021, 12:12:18 PM »
Hey, so nice to be here.


Thanks for the oppurtunity to join this community of like minded people.






It is highly important to have a sitter during the experience, as the experience is powerful.

My experiences with 5 are few. Both synthetic and also toad venom. I find both quite different in contrast. I can only recommend to try both, to see which one suits your needs best.




Peace!!!!
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