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I am a member of the Church (now called the Church of the Sacred Synthesis), and used an ounce of sacrament over the course of a month or two before I had my first inhaled 5-MeO-DMT experience.

While I agree that it is a shame that the science is at best inconclusive so far, and that they were too enthusiastic to claim that their sacrament was psilomethoxin, experientially I can understand their enthusiasm and sincere belief.

The experience induced by sacrament IMO is markedly different from psilocybin; less visual, for starters. And unlike psilocybin, church sacrament builds up NO tolerance, regardless of frequency of use or dosage.

In my opinion, while sacrament may not be psilomethoxin, experientially it clearly is not identical to (only) psilocybin, even to someone who is relatively immune to placebo and had no previous experience with inhaled 5-MeO-DMT.

Peace and love :)
Preparation and Integration / Re: Help needed plz!
November 24, 2019, 07:05:58 PM
Quote from: Chikini143 on November 21, 2019, 01:49:15 PM
Can someone please help me how to get over this phase or of this is normal  with everyone? Insomnia depression anxiety which is now keeping me on medication.

Hi. Unfortunately, I haven't had a chance to take 5-MeO-DMT myself yet, so I cannot speak about the after-effects, either, but I wanted to reach out to you since no on else has, yet.

Maybe this thread could be helpful for you:

I hope you feel better soon.


Spirituality / Liberation
September 11, 2019, 10:58:22 PM
I still haven't come across this molecule, but I've come across some amazing liberation teachings that I'd like to share here. This is my clumsy summary of the teachings as passed on by Roger Castillo, student of Ramesh Balsekar, student of Nisargadatta. This is Roger's YouTube channel:

What we truly seek is happiness.
Happiness is what's there when suffering is absent.
Happiness is unbroken peace of mind regardless of circumstance.
The flow of Life is always pleasure or pain.
Suffering is our psychological attitude towards the flow of Life.
Suffering manifests as 1. guilt, 2. blame, 3. pride, 4. worries & anxiety, 5. expectations & attachment to outcomes.
The root of all suffering is our false belief in personal doership.
When we examine how decisions are made in Life, we find that, without exception, they come about based on our genetic make-up & conditioning through Life.
The feeling of free will is both an illusion and a gift.
The experience of being alive as a human is designed to feel as if we are free to do whatever we choose in each moment.
Our own free will is never different from the will of Life.
When we deeply understand/feel that Life unfolds according to destiny, our attitude of doership & attachment falls away and peace of mind persists.

This is (in Roger's words - feel free to discuss, of course) the essence of all spiritual teaching, and what peak experiences (such as 5-MeO-DMT trips) point towards. If you guys find this interesting, I recommend checking out his videos or asking me to elaborate on any of these points. I've been soaking it up for about a year now :) (Still not free of suffering myself, though)
Rising Spirit, thank you for your beautiful accounts. I really hope 5-MeO crosses my path soon. :)
Quote from: jomo137 on April 17, 2018, 09:49:33 as a guest if you are up for it (anonymous of course).

I just mistyped that into my browser as Incredibly, that mistyped version referred me to lol :)
Introductions/Newbies / Greetings from Pasadena, USA
April 18, 2018, 03:55:33 PM
Hey, hive.

I'm a 26-year-old non-binary hippie from Germany. I moved to Pasadena, USA in January to get married to my long-distance girlfriend of five years. I make weird music that you can check out here:

I've done psilocin mushrooms and LSD, about ten trips altogether. I found out about 5-MeO-DMT about two days ago and been soaking up information about it ever since, mainly on Youtube. Naturally, colour me very curious. Hope to find some insights on this forum.

Peace and love always :)