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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: Just...God Damn
« on: January 05, 2018, 08:00:58 PM »
This really sounds amazing, thank you for sharing this report of your experiences.
I have only tried a very minimal amount of synthetic 5-meo-dmt but had a great experience.
It seemed like an externally-induced super meditation.
I cannot begin to imagine what the experience would be like at higher dosages, but I intend to find out soon.
Thanks again for sharing.

I have an update in regard to the status of my oil burner pipe.
The melted carpet that was stuck to the bottom of the glass oil burner pipe finally came off.
I just needed to make the pipe very cold, and then the carpet stuck to the pipe was easily scraped off with my fingernails.
Thankfully it wasn't anything too serious, because I really like this oil burner pipe a lot, it was custom-made just for me, and I would like to keep this pipe for life.
I also wanted to mention that I do not think that it is really even necessary to take larger doses of 5-meo-dmt.
Vaporizing just 4 milligrams (approximately) created the perfect space for deep meditation, although the onset was slightly frightening.
I just told myself that this is what I have been seeking all along, and I continued to sit there on the carpet with my eyes closed and relax, and felt a deep and peaceful meditation.
However, maybe if I took a significantly larger dosage, such as 15 milligrams, all in one large inhalation and held it in, then I could have an ego-shattering enlightenment experience.
I have yet to work up the courage to take such a high dose.
I think that I have found a great new spiritual ally in the form of 5-meo-dmt.

If one wanted to join the Temple Of Awakening Divinity, or at least participate in a few ceremonies with them, how would one go about doing so?
Thank you

I have an update. I just smoked some 5-meo-dmt about two hours ago.I put it in my glass alien artifact-looking oil burner pipe, and heated it with my micro torch lighter from underneath.I would say that I put approximately 10 milligrams of 5-meo-dmt in the pipe, but I only smoked maybe four or five milligrams of it.It hit me instantaneously, and when it did, I felt an incredible surge of energy go through me.I felt like an etheric bridge above my head had been opened, and invisible path, and energy was pouring in.My first reaction was that I got frightened immediately, because I felt the fear in my heart stir up and get stimulated.So I opened my eyes and thought to get up, and do anything to take my mind off of this, but within just a few seconds (I was still seated), I came to the realization that this might be exactly what I have been seeking for so long.So I closed my eyes again and continued sitting there on the floor, in a meditative posture, and began to meditate.I noticed that meditation and 5-meo-dmt go very well together, and I was able to center myself and sit in a trance of higher consciousness for what was maybe thirty minutes.It wore off about then and I was very thankful for having had this experience.I even brought a steel plate with me to set my pipe down on so that it would not burn the carpet after heating it, and yet I forgot to set it down on the plate and instead put it on the carpet which caused a patch of it to melt and get stuck to the bottom of my new pipe.I immediately picked it up and placed it back on the steel plate.Does anyone know how I can get the small scraps of melted carpet that is stuck to the bottom of my glass oil burner off of my pipe and clean it completely?Will soaking it in 91% rubbing alcohol for a few hours work?Thanks for all the help!I kind of want to make an enhanced leaf with the 5-meo-dmt and smoke it from a regular pipe with a regular lighter, and save the glass oil burner for vaporizing shatter from.
I also do realize that I have barely scratched the surface of the 5-meo-dmt experience and I hope to try again soon, except explore further this time.Thanks everyone.

Science / Re: 5-MeO-DMT in Phalaris grass species
« on: January 01, 2018, 06:16:41 PM »
Hey jamie,

Sorry if I sounded rude in my last post, I apologize friend.
It's just that I really think that extracting with washing soda and ISO would theoretically work wonders for extracting 5-meo if it works so good for n,n-dmt.
And I apologize for saying that aquatica is worthless, it really isn't, but from my studies I have found that brachystachys has the highest 5-meo-dmt content of all of the phalaris grasses out there.
I know for a fact that washing soda and isopropyl can extract dmt just fine from powdered MHRB, so I am thinking that dried powdered phalaris brachystachys clippings should work great with washing soda and iso to yield a smokeable form of 5-meo-dmt.
I will indeed keep you guys posted!

Science / Re: 5-MeO-DMT in Phalaris grass species
« on: January 01, 2018, 02:32:25 PM »
Phalaris aquatica is worthless if you are seeking 5-meo-dmt, it contains mostly n,n-dmt and only trace amounts of meo.
Phalaris brachystachys has the highest concentration of 5-meo-dmt.
And my question was really not that complicated, a simple yes or no would have sufficed.
If it works with ACRB powder and MHRB powder to extract dmt with washing soda and isopropyl alcohol, then it should work for extracting 5-meo-dmt from brachystachys as well.

General Discussion / Please Read - Doing this tonight in a RESPONSIBLE way
« on: December 30, 2017, 08:28:25 AM »
Hi everyone,

I finally have the house to myself overnight today, and I have located a reliable and trustworthy sitter to sit with me while I partake in 5-meo-dmt, so I've decided that tonight will be the night that I proceed with this.
My setting is my bedroom, a very clean space with a bed and one chair, and space on the floor, in my home at nighttime (much later today).
My dosage is going to be 10 milligrams of 5-meo-dmt HCL vaporized through a glass oil burner pipe / meth pipe with either a normal bic lighter or a micro torch lighter (probably the latter).
My mind state is calm, completely substance free, with the exception of the coffee I drink in the morning and the tobacco I periodically smoke over the course of a day.
I will have a sitter present who is educated on the effects of 5-meo-dmt and knows what types of reactions to possibly expect.
He will not be using any 5-meo-dmt.
It will be at night, with the phone but off and in the darkness with the curtains closed, no lights on.
There will be no background music playing either, or any other type of distractions.
Please wish me luck and if there is anything else that I need to know about this then please do tell, I would really like to hear some feedback regarding my forthcoming experimentation later tonight.

Poetry and Art / Re: Celestial Strings
« on: December 20, 2017, 04:14:11 PM »
I like your poem, it's very nice.
I like how it is concise.
It also creates good imagery.
Keep it up!

Thanks for this information.
What I wanted to add here is that I feel that it is highly irresponsible and also cruel go into the Sonoran Desert and capture a bunch of toads, collectively milk all of them for their venom, and then throw them back into nature after having depleted them of their defense mechanism.

Preparation and Integration / Re: Guidelines for 5-MeO-DMT use
« on: December 13, 2017, 06:38:56 AM »
Hi Bancopuma, how have you been?
Thanks for this great write-up.
You said that a "lollipop pipe" and a torch lighter work great; by lollipop pipe do you mean a meth pipe / oil burner pipe / pizzo?
And my other question was, do you actually let the flame from the torch lighter come in contact with the bottom of the glass, or do you keep the flame like one inch below the bulb?
Someone here told me that most of the members here use ordinary bic lighters which come in direct contact with the bottom of the glass bulb, but as someone mentioned to me, since I will be using the HCL salt which vaporizes at a higher temperature, I should be definitely using a torch lighter.
The only thing I need to know is if the flame from the torch should come in direct contact with the glass when heated from below, or should the flame be kept an inch or so beneath the glass?
I just want to do this correctly my first time, and every subsequent time of course.
Thanks again for this great information.

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: The Neophyte
« on: December 10, 2017, 06:37:12 AM »
Hi again ChildHorus,

one such satanist who used 5-meo-dmt in his practices was someone named "****".
I listened to part of his interview on youtube.
I liked some of what he had to say, so when I contacted the person who conducted the interview through email, asking how I could get in touch with ****, the interviewer replied by saying "don't bother", and went on to tell me that he is a Satanist.
I remember there being a few others as well, I'm just not sure who at the moment.
I personally don't think that there is anything inherently satanic about 5-meo-dmt itself, but as with anything, I'm sure it can be misused.
Thanks for replying and I really hope to have this experience very soon here.
I would like to initiate myself into the great mystery.

Science / Re: 5-MeO-DMT in Phalaris grass species
« on: December 06, 2017, 03:06:55 PM »
OP, thank you for this wonderful information and starting this great thread!
I wanted to ask you something.
If I had the dried clippings of the correct strain (5-meo-dmt containing) of Phalaris grass, which I believe is brachystachys, and chopped them into a fine powder and soaked it in 91% isoproply alcohol with washing soda (base), shaking periodically, and let it soak for 24 hours or more, then filtered the material and evaporated the liquid, would I be left with a resinous or smokeable substance which contained a high amount of 5-meo-dmt?
In other words, could I extract with iso and washing soda, filter, and evaporate, then be left with a smokeable 5-meo-dmt-containing material?
I cannot find the answer to this anywhere.

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: The Neophyte
« on: December 05, 2017, 02:41:22 PM »
Hi Horus,

I'm sorry if I might have misrepresented what I meant to say.
I did not mean to call the drawings "satanic" or evil in any way.
And although I very much respect and like the shamans whom I visited, I certainly do not agree with everything that I was told by him; especially the part about toad magic being satanic in nature.
I have zero experience with both 5-meo-dmt and also toad venom ceremonies, so I am not qualified to speak on the matter.
I was just concerned about something, which is the fact that several occultists who turned out to be satanic worshippers primarliy used 5-meo-dmt in their "spiritual" ceremonies.
But I guess that anything can be used in a bad way, so this fact does not surprise me.
I actually like the art, I was just concerned that it seemed slightly cult-like to me, but beyond that the drawings are fantastic; did you draw them yourself?
This is something that I have wanted to experience for the longest time, and now the opportunity has finally presented itself, and yet I am afraid to proceed with it.
I thank you for kindly explaining your view on all of these matters without taking offense or ridiculing my post.
If you would be wiling to do so, I would love to hear more about your experiences with 5-meo-dmt and what you believe is the purpose of ingesting this particular sacrament.
I have just enough for roughly 20 or so powerful experiences, and feel like I am finally ready to go ahead and try this, but I wish I had some guidance in this field, because I am not experienced at all with 5-meo-dmt and do not realize the extent of what it is capable of.
Thanks man and have a great day

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: The Neophyte
« on: December 02, 2017, 07:15:00 PM »
Cool story I guess, but what is up with all the Masonic art and occult imagery?  ???
It seems very eerie to me, bordering on Satanic.
I actually heard personally from two different people (one being an Amazonian Shaman) that toad magic is Satanic.
Since the Bufo alvarius toad is composed of 5-meo-dmt, I guess that would make the use of 5-meo-dmt a Satanic rite as well.
Whatever the case, blessings on your journey and stay safe!

Ethics and Ecology / Re: Choosing a good Sitter/Practitioner/Shaman
« on: November 24, 2017, 03:35:52 PM »
Hi and thank you for this thoughtful post.
What I would like to know is whether or not a sitter/practitioner/shaman/guide, etc. is actually a necessity.
I have yet to experience pure vaporized 5-meo-dmt.
But I have seen people recommend sitters for even salvia divinorum which I thought from experience is totally unnecessary.
But then again, as mentioned above I have no experience with 5-meo-dmt.
Is it much stronger and more profound of an experience than even the strongest salvia experiences?
I actually have a small amount of 5-meo-dmt HCL that I have been wanting to try since I obtained it many weeks ago.
But I have not found a suitable sitter.
I actually think that having a sitter would be great just for purposes of encouragement and support.
I personally would feel more comfortable if I had a sitter with me when I tried this.
But really I have no friends and therefore no one who would sit for me.
And since I have the sacrament with me, I would much rather take it on my own time here rather than waste thousands of dollars and lots of time and energy going to see a 5-meo-dmt facilitator.
So in your opinion, should I try to find a person whom I can trust, who would be non-judgmental, and would be my guide and sitter, even if they themselves have no experience with 5-meo-dmt?
Thank you and I would appreciate your advice and/or suggestions.

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