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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Ripped wide open with 18mg
« on: September 02, 2017, 11:40:16 AM »
Hi eternity,

Thanks for the valuable knowledge.

I have another question if you don't mind answering.

Is a sitter, like you mentioned having, a requirement for an experience such as this?

I have been ripped apart and torn all over the place and exploded into a million pieces on smoked salvia before, but that was a very long time ago.

I did not have a sitter.

But from what I understand, 5-meo-dmt is of a much higher magnitude of entheogenic experience than salvia divinorum.

I have always wondered, and continue to wonder, why so many people say such negative things about 5-meo-dmt, from such rude remarks as: "it sucks", or "it's a waste of time" to more detailed descriptions such as "the whole of existence yourself included rapidly disintegrates at the atomic level" (the latter quote being from someone whom also said that it does not feel spiritual in any way, and that it's just a total obliteration).

I've also noticed that people frequently compare it to n,n-dmt and (in my opinion) wrongly label it as being inferior to dmt.

On the other hand, people more knowledgeable and experienced say that the ONLY thing similar between the two is their name, and in reality they are two completely different entheogens.

Honestly, I've had enough of this "DMT is far superior to 5-meo-dmt" nonsensical attitude.

I have yet to try 5-meo-dmt as previously stated, but I am more than willing to give it a chance (or several chances) at revealing to me higher, deeper, and more profound states of consciousness and being.

My few experiences with smoked/vaped n,n-dmt were not all that interesting, and although I respect it, I don't feel like I will get much out of it by revisiting the experience.

Maybe I'm in the minority of people who think that 5-meo-dmt is potentially an all-around much better entheogen.

Thanks again for your input, I am scared to proceed with this but really do want to.

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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Ripped wide open with 18mg
« on: September 02, 2017, 09:45:54 AM »
Wow this is an incredible description of an experience that seems impossible to describe.

I have not yet experienced 5-meo-dmt but I truly, really, absolutely want to although I am frightened by just thinking about it.

And like you said, the title did in fact get my attention  ;D

I wish that I was not scared to take a relatively large dose of 5-meo-dmt and also let go and surrender to the entire experience.

I am really hoping that it will be the molecule/chemical/substance/entheogen/whateveryouwanttocallit that will become my spiritual teacher and guide, if such a thing is possible.

I just recently quit smoking cannabis for good, and am not quite sure what to do with what I have remaining.

I'm currently (still) struggling with alcoholism (a long-time problem of mine) and hoping to put the bottle down for good as well.

As for five-methoxy-n,n-dimethyltryptamine, I'm praying that I can come across some and also have positive and meaningful experiences.

To be honest, just thinking about it gives me anxiety in my heart, which I wonder why, since i have never even tried it or seen it before.

Do you recommend working with such a high dose as the one you did, for someone such as myself who will be trying it for the first time?

I really do not want to exceed doses of five milligrams my first few attempts at vaporizing this.

Anyway, thanks for the great write-up it was a pleasure to read.

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Hi,

I just wanted to mention here that I am an enthusiast of all animals, especially amphibians.

When I first learned that a certain species of toad produced copious amounts of 5-meo-dmt in it's venom, I was naturally enthralled and excited, being also very interested in entheogens.

I thought long and hard about purchasing a colorado river toad, not just for the reason that it's venom contains 5-meo-dmt, but I wanted to keep it as a life-long pet.

After thinking deeply about this, I realized a few things.

One is that I would be doing the toad a great disservice by taking it out of its native habitat and raising it in an unfamiliar, unnatural, and artificial environment.

Another thing is that I would be indirectly contributing to the removal of these endangered toads from their natural habitat.

On top of all that, I would be stressing it into releasing its life-force just so that I could have an entheogenic experience; not to mention allowing it to suffer in the mail when being delivered to my address.

Even if I did not milk it, I'm sure that the toad would not be happy living in a small glass box in a bedroom in someone's house.

So what it comes down to, for me, is that experiencing 5-meo-dmt at the expense of an animal's happiness and health is certainly not a good thing.

I decided that if I do get the chance to experience this amazing entheogen, it will be in the form of the laboratory-synthesized molecule.

Thanks for reading.

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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
« on: August 30, 2017, 04:39:08 AM »
Thanks for the good, positive vibes  :)

And also thank you for that mathematical breakdown of potency comparison between the two (freebase and HCL).

And also thank you for reaffirming the fact that the HCL salt can in fact be vaporized just fine.

Now I don't really see the need of converting it to freebase; I wonder why so many people waste their time, effort, and resources into converting HCL into freebase?

This also makes me wonder why n,n-dmt HCL cannot be vaporized, even though 5-meo-dmt HCL can in fact be vaporized, as well as (I think) DPT HCL.

I do not have a milligram scale, and cannot find a good one for less than $200, so purchasing one is not an option for me right now.

But I've read from multiple sources that it is essential to have a milligram scale when working with 5-meo-dmt.

Do you think that this is necessary?

I also wanted to ask you if you think that the transcendent state of enlightenment/samadhi is possible through vaporizing the right dose of 5-meo-dmt (and also by surrendering fully to the experience)?

I'm really hoping that 5-meo-dmt will become a spiritual ally and guide to me, to access deeper, more profound states of meditation and enlightenment.

Thanks for your help.

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Introductions/Newbies / Soon to try 5-meo-dmt
« on: August 29, 2017, 01:32:13 PM »
Hi,

I am gurudedicationananda and I will soon be experiencing the unspeakable awesomeness of 5-meo-dmt (hopefully).
By "hopefully" what I mean is that I truly hope to experience gnosis, transcendence, and spiritual enlightenment.
I don't know that it will happen, and I am not  keeping any expectations, but I am willing to be open-minded and embrace whatever happens.
I don't know how accurate the following description is, but I heard one person describe smaller doses of 5-meo-dmt as being akin to "Meditation X 1000"
What I would like to do is first try vaporizing just a very small amount as a meditation aid, at least several times, to really begin to get acquanited with the molecule.
Then maybe after a week or possibly longer I would like to experience a full-on dose, perhaps 15 milligrams or so.
This brings me to my question; can the HCL salt form of 5-meo-dmt be vaporized just like the freebase?
I have heard conflicting reports.
Some say that it cannot, while many others have said that the HCL salt form of 5-meo-dmt vaporized just fine, and the only difference is that it is slightly weaker than the freebase.
Anyway, please wish me good luck, this is something that I have wanted to try for the longest time and now have the opportunity to.

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