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#1
Preparation and Integration / Re: Integration
June 06, 2018, 01:49:48 PM
Thanks, yeah feels funny ok, empty, starting to get glimpses of Joy again, but just because I'm forgetting  the experience.

It's hard to realise that we should enjoy this illusion  because it's not real but it feels real so why not.   We are here to experience the Manifested World even though it's an illusion and we will go back to nothing soon enough 😉
#2
Preparation and Integration / Re: Integration
May 06, 2018, 02:52:52 AM
Hi,

Sounds good, although last week I couldn't see the point in doing anything because I'll just die and be born again and die again etc. I  saw the Big picture and that none of it really matters.

I have been running and I swam 1km one week and it really did help but the running was hard, the Yoga and breathing techniques helped a lot too.

This week I'm back to work and feel so grounded and lacking in the Flow of energy that I think I've now done something wrong 😁 but it's all part of the Journey, I'm getting more positive, I had a Dream last night where I was laughing my head off, it felt therapeutic I could feel my heart  healing in a spiritual way.

I've noticed that foreign  Language seems easier for me now so I might try that and also I've always wanted to learn an instrument but didn't feel like a Natural player so who knows .

Thanks for the Tips,

Much Gratitude

Mrnothing
#3
Preparation and Integration / Re: Integration
May 04, 2018, 08:58:21 AM
Thank you  ;D
#4
Preparation and Integration / Re: Integration
May 03, 2018, 12:35:32 AM
Hi,

I've been waking up after 4 hours sleep the last 2 nights, feels like something is changing   It feels like  I've had 50 cups of Coffee the awareness in my head , no chance to get to sleep.

Feel like I should be listening for a message or info.,  feel some fear and anxiety. Also get the feeling that the Veil is maybe closing and I'm a bit sad that I'll lose the connection that I've had since my 5meo trip even though some days I wished it  would stop and I could go back to how I was before 😉
#5
Preparation and Integration / Re: Integration
May 01, 2018, 09:42:29 AM
Hi,

thanks so much for your kind reply.

I have been doing some Yoga and meditation for about a year now, so I have continued with that ...although some days the Night energies are so  intense that I don't need (or want) to meditate , I do a lot of grounding techniques.

I have reached out to as many people that I can find  that  I can meet and talk etc., last week I had a RĂ¡pe session which helped a lot and yesterday I had some Bodywork(Chakra clearing energies work)  done  which helped a lot but then left me feeling more empty today.

I kind of just accepted it and went on about my Day feeling like a Shadow doing stuff 😉 later on I saw /felt some Light/Joy.

I would be open to any suggestion's about therapy etc.,  😁

The Blank  Canvass....that felt great a Day or Two after the event , but now seems very  dull and   pointless , my jogging routine that was I guess motivated by ego pre 5Meo is barely  existent now and many other things like work etc. 😁 I hope that the light will shine through one day and I will be able to  Ride the wave of life like a God 😁
#6
Preparation and Integration / Integration
May 01, 2018, 05:56:48 AM
Hi Fellow Hivers 😃

it's been almost Three weeks since I blasted off into the Void and saw that I was IT , I'm waking up every Day with the Enormity of what I saw  and having a bit of trouble  with motivation and thinking "what's the point"....it's all an illusion anyway.

Anyone else feeling this ?  .....
#7
Introductions/Newbies / intro.
April 27, 2018, 12:45:36 PM
Hi,

I'm 57 years on this earth, I've been searching using entheogens for 7 years, I took 5Meo-DMT 2 weeks ago and discovered who I'AM , I will write a report asap..at the moment trying to integrate what happened and is happening  😁