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#1
Yes, 30 mg dried Toad Venom
#2
Preparation and Integration / Rectal administration?
March 05, 2018, 09:41:21 PM
Would love to hear from anyone who has tried this route...
#3
My first experience with Bufo was the morning after sitting with Grandmother. The medicine had done little to nothing to me that night and I felt a little disheartened, but I remembered that the facilitator also had Bufo. Since I wasn't in a space of needing to integrate and recover from sitting with Grandmother, I felt open to finally taking the dive with the toad.


I sat on a couch in the living room as my friend prepared 30mg of the medicine. I was watched over by him and the owner of the home, another energy worker. I took the hit as he told me to, exhaled, and felt the medicine take over my whole body. I started sobbing, writhing in my body, releasing sadness and pain not from my current self but from past lives/ancestral pain/trauma/etc. At some point, a minute or so in I got up off the couch, I continued moving my hands and body and sobbing from a feeling of deep remembrance and I began to dance around the room. The two men watching over me at this point had begun shamanic drumming watching me in awe. The dance was some sort of shamanic trance dance, as if I was channeling, shape shifting, opening a portal, dancing with spirits. Maybe channeling my higher self or another being, I'm not sure, but it felt like the most complete being of myself, being at one with my true self, my true nature. At some point we moved from the living room to the outside porch as I continued this dance and eventually ended on the ground, saying profuse thank you's.


I continue to be in awe of this experience, as it was not at all what I was expecting, but felt so right, so aligned, so perfect. I'm forever in awe of this medicine.



#4
Introductions/Newbies / Hello
December 14, 2017, 03:31:37 AM
Glad to have found you all! Excited to share my experience with others as I continue to learn about this sacred medicine.