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Hello. I'm Camara. In this story I am a 39 year old mom and business owner in BC Canada.

I healed my C-PTSD (complex post traumatic stress disorder) with psychedelic therapy including Ayahuasca, MDMA and 5meo-dmt.  Following that I went into training and became a certified psychedelic & psychospiritual integration coach.  I've shifted my life to focus on helping others with their awakening and I'm now enjoying playing in reality.

I really love Alan Watts. <3 _/|\_

Here's a little bit more about me as I'm not squemish about sharing my story anymore.

I've experienced horrible things in my life:
[/size]- Childhood emotional neglect- Sexual abuse & rape as an adolescent- Living in foster care and on the street- Child pornography and prostitution- Being held against my will and forced to do awful things.- Juvenile detention (jail)
- My mother dying from her addiction
- Wilderness boot camp in winter
- Living in a cult reform school called CEDU for two years.
- Institutional psychological abuse
- losing my daughter to a terminal illness.

I tried so hard to get better. To be "normal" to be successful and follow my heart but I was still deeply wounded.

I became so "mentally ill" from all of that. (Yes you can be mentally ill and still get straight A's and graduate college).

I even attempted suicide. I tried just about about everything for my C-PTSD / developmental trauma/ anxiety / depression. Anti-depressants, anti anxiety medicine, counselling, psychologists, psychiatrists, CBT, the eye thing, tapping, natural remedies.

And I still couldn't shake it. I dreaded waking up in the morning and I sought solutions outside of myself.

Until I did an Ayahuasca retreat with a physician and a team of therapists.

I got more out of that retreat than 22 years of talk therapy.

I followed that up with participation in an MDMA assisted psychotherapy and 5meodmt session two months later and since then i have been 100% free of depression, anxiety, symptoms of PTSD and insomnia.

That was more than a year ago.

My life has turned 180 degrees and I feel more self aware, more self-love, more peace, more joy, more connected than ever before in my entire life. I was finally able to let go of the guilt, shame and fear that was causing my self-hatred and disconnection from my true self.

I am forever grateful for the pioneering medical professionals who are researching and practicing psychedelic therapy.

[/size]My true self is the Brahman.