Hi.
I have had a total of 2 toad experiences in Mexico, with mexican shamans of the wirarixa maracame tradition. He is a good guide. Strong and unapologetic. My first experience was very painful as I resisted. My second one was a lot of work within myself. I entered the universe of the toad and was soon in the utmost beautiful darkness. Then I watched as my ego tried to emerge against the medicine. It was a line that tried to part de darkness in two. I asked the toad to obliterate it, to destroy it. So the black consumed the white and all was dark again. I opened my eyes to this world and started crying. I realized I cannot get rid of the ego and its oposition. That I would have to kill it everytime I want to know a little bit of freedom. I wept for hours and then in the next week, from time ti time. Sometimes I remember and still weep.
I want more of this. It does me so much good. I stoped smoking and in this turn, drinking. I want freedom from my negative habits and the toad + ayahuasca is a very powerful medicine given to us for this. It heals immediatly.
So there.
I have had a total of 2 toad experiences in Mexico, with mexican shamans of the wirarixa maracame tradition. He is a good guide. Strong and unapologetic. My first experience was very painful as I resisted. My second one was a lot of work within myself. I entered the universe of the toad and was soon in the utmost beautiful darkness. Then I watched as my ego tried to emerge against the medicine. It was a line that tried to part de darkness in two. I asked the toad to obliterate it, to destroy it. So the black consumed the white and all was dark again. I opened my eyes to this world and started crying. I realized I cannot get rid of the ego and its oposition. That I would have to kill it everytime I want to know a little bit of freedom. I wept for hours and then in the next week, from time ti time. Sometimes I remember and still weep.
I want more of this. It does me so much good. I stoped smoking and in this turn, drinking. I want freedom from my negative habits and the toad + ayahuasca is a very powerful medicine given to us for this. It heals immediatly.
So there.