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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: Panic Attacks after 5meo DMT experience

« on: April 09, 2020, 09:07:46 AM »

Thanks for the update fainkujen! I started reading Life Beyond Death, I couldn't stop reading it so read it start to finish. I wonder if there are any more books like this that go into more detail about some of these things. The evolution of the soul stuff is really interesting. I wonder is this like a steady evolution where the soul always evolves towards the higher dimensions or can it go both ways like devolution. I wonder can we see thought forms created with affirmations and stuff like that when we astral project.

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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: Panic Attacks after 5meo DMT experience

« on: April 04, 2020, 03:34:32 AM »

Fainjuken can you update us on how your process has been and where you're at now? I been experiencing things like you described and been struggling a bit with it.

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Preparation and Integration / Re: The Reactivations Thread

« on: April 04, 2020, 03:16:14 AM »

I'm glad I found this thread because I see others experience what I been experiencing. Reactivations as I'm falling asleep. I got them the first few days after the bufo ceremony, and they went away but recently started again about 2 months after. I been remembering dreams where I'm seeing things like infinity and some panic hits me. A lot of panic sometimes. I been feeling anxiety around this. For the first couple of weeks after the ceremony I felt amazing. Lately I been feeling anxiety. Drinking a small dose of Ayahuasca a couple of times recently helped but I'm still clearly in need of integrating.


So physical exercise and yoga helps with this?

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Introductions/Newbies / Shocked by bufo

« on: April 04, 2020, 02:47:18 AM »

I was not ready for bufo, oh my God. At the end of the ceremony I was saying I LOVE YOU over and over 30 times so it ended well but I seem to have resisted various aspects of the trip and my ego freaked out. This was the most powerful and intense thing I experienced in this life. There's not much I can say about it other than OH MY GOD.