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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Curious visitor
« Last post by HumbleVoyager on February 24, 2021, 09:53:53 AM »
Welcome! We look forward to learning with you  ;D
Introductions/Newbies / Re: hello sweet 5meo's
« Last post by HumbleVoyager on February 24, 2021, 09:53:23 AM »
Welcome!  ;D
Science / GH Research - private company seeking to patent a ROA
« Last post by moonbeam on February 22, 2021, 12:39:15 PM »

I was surprised to come across this private company doing a clinical study on the use of 5-MeO-DMT for treating treatment-resistant depression.  It looks like they’re seeking to patent a certain Route of Administration.  No mention of it being an adjunct to psychotherapy.

GH Research Ltd. Announces Completion of Phase 1 Clinical Study with GH001 (5-Methoxy-N,N-Dimethyltryptamine) in Healthy Volunteers and Updates on Further Progress

Thanks so much, free-range, for reviving this old thread.  It's personally fascinating to me to read about my prior understanding of whiteout experiences, insofar as never having been blessed by 5-MeO-DMT before.  Having had ten mind-blowing immersions with the sacrement, occurring over 2.5 years time, all I can say is that words are not enough to truly convey the quintessential moment that everything one has been conditioned to perceive, shifts so rapidly and very, very exponentially into a bright white light paradigm of sheer oblivion. 

Thus, wholly undifferentiated force quickly consumes all conceptual boundaries and fixed modalities of personality...  so much so, that all distinctions between this or that, the inside of the outside, oneself or another...  all dissolves into a blindingly white vortex of pure omni-dimensional consciousness (conscious of exactly what, though?) wherein there exists no individualized context, nor any shred of perceivable manifest dualism at play, at such a pivotal point in the divine eclipsing with the 5 medicine

Is it then an absolute existential vacuum suctioning for an eternity in the making?  Again, it cannot feasibly be said in human linguistics.  And while it cannot truly be said, ironically, it can be known directly but at an immense cost, I would think?  Death-Bardos-Rebirthing.   Now from this side of the proverbial looking glass, I do humbly feel that what this indivisible force is conscious of is simply being existence itself but without form or any iota of substance.  It flies way beyond reason or finite quantification, naturally, for subjectifying a state of non-dual energy is pretty meaningless.  It may even be misleading, in an unintentional way?  That being said, like a month to the flame, spiritual curiosity draws our rapt attention deeper down the rabbit hole, so to speak. 

The desire to return to the crystalline hub of infinite presence, now outweighs all other relative mortal interests.  This seems to sit in the background of ordinary life, eager to rekindle when the timing is perfectly aligned.  Likewise, one's capacity at fully surrendering one's own dreamscapes for a seamless union with the source of every plane or dimension, the bright void...  incrementally becomes quite clearly focussed.  Yet I cannot honestly say with any conviction, that during the peak moment within all ten epic ceremonies, that I had any perception nor even any definition of myself as being a subjective witness.  Not exactly like being a blank canvas, it's really more of an inherent sense of vibrating in unison with an intricate, all pervasive lattice-work or perhaps interconnected light strings, all spiralling as the unseen embodiment of the torus dynamic, add infinitum. 

Getting lost in the void and finding new life without thinking or even needing to know anything.  Just vanishing within the dawning understanding of always having been this unbroken webbing of fractal interrelationships, for they are apparently indistinct from the whole of the unified field and omni-matrix but are also an eternal rippling of quantum pulsations, all synchronized in an epicentrical fulcrum of an unlimited, sacred mystery.  As a human word, ineffibility only vaguely hints at this stage of supra-heightened awareness.  Samadhi and Satori are traditionally used in Asia but in the peaking moment, the pure translucency surely evades any and all attempts at naming the unnamed source. 

Of course, when the eclipsing moves beyond full zenith and individuated self re-crystallizes as one's primary subject of attention...  there is such a heightened, intense feeling of gratitude.  It is such a valuable, cathartic rebirthing experience!  And more and more, the remembrance enigmatically shimmers effulgently within the periphery, like an enticing jewel, glistening seductively within a mirage and yet, the refracted luminance endlessly draws one to focus clearly upon a metaphorical, twinkling star high up overhead.

Be well all.   _/|\_ _/|\_
A comparison of reactivation experiences following vaporization and intramuscular injection (IM) of synthetic 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine (5-MeO-DMT) in a naturalistic setting

Presentation discussing the results of the study:  Vaporization or intramuscular injection of synthetic 5-MeO-DMT

A small survey study, in which respondents who used the IM ROA were less likely to experience reactivations.  While I don't see this in the paper, in the video one of the authors theorizes that this may be due to the slower onset of the effect, which would be less shocking to the nervous system than the quick onset from vaporization.  It definitely makes me more curious about non-vaporization ROAs in general.

I also wonder if doing a handshake dose before a flood dose would decrease the chance/frequency of reactivations, as your nervous system would have a chance to feel into the effects of the molecule a bit more gently?  Anecdotally, of the dozen or so people I know that met the molecule through a handshake dose initially, none experienced large, ongoing reactivations.   

Introductions/Newbies / Re: Sleepless in Sonoma
« Last post by moonbeam on February 15, 2021, 01:58:02 PM »
My reactivations have been fairly mild... I do find that for sleeplessness in general that a weighted blanket helps me... even if I'm not sleeping, it provides a feeling of containment that makes it easier to rest.  That, along with the usual sleep hygiene techniques.  Good luck!
Suggestion Box / Email digest of posts
« Last post by moonbeam on February 14, 2021, 02:01:52 PM »
Would it be possible to get an email digest of new posts once a week?
Introductions/Newbies / hello sweet 5meo's
« Last post by WildBlend on February 14, 2021, 11:46:14 AM »
hi to all. here i am. not really introducing myself yet. but just happy I found this forum and looking forward to dive in. I went through 2 Bufo sessions and they were both huge life transforming for me. I'm enthusiastic to read more about it and to support other people who wish to experience it.
Thanks to all. and to the oneness I now know that it is <3
Introductions/Newbies / Curious visitor
« Last post by moonbeam on February 14, 2021, 11:09:48 AM »
Hello!  :)

Just checking things out, curious to learn more about this fascinating medicine and to hear others accounts of it.  I've experienced both bufo and the synthetic molecule, and now only use the synthetic.  While I'm grateful for the breakthrough experiences, I tend to gravitate towards lower doses for therapeutic use - they really help me to reconnect with my heart, and to release thoughts/beliefs/tensions that get in the way.  So far this has all been through vaping; I am curious to try an alternate ROA at some point.  I'm grateful to have friends who share a fondness for this molecule, as we are able to hold space for each other.

Thanks for offering this community resource  <3
Law / Lore / Re: State-legalize 5-MeO-DMT in California?
« Last post by bobjesse on February 13, 2021, 10:49:34 AM »
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