Thank you for reply humble voyager!
I realize it is not recommended but I don`t have any social schamanic contact in my town. That is actually quite a trauma of mine I was forced to move from the country where I lived and a job I loved and ended up moving 7 times thorugh 4 countries with my family and ending up barely finding minimum income and in small inland town where I never been before because I could barely find a place to rent in Sweden partly due to extreme immigration 100000 people a year in a country with 9.5 million population.
Living at or below poverty level not traveling anywhere my schamanic interest started growing out of desperation. I had it as a child and young teenager but this time it has been out of therapeutic need as well. Some of the new lyseragmide analogues have been very good the latest 1cp l s d is very pure and smoother than l s d 25 and it has given me some positive outlook although I dont take higher doses because they are long lasting and even a bit physical straining especially when being physically and mentally exhausted. Anyway nn DMt didnt feel relevant to me and didn´t give me much insight although it was smooth for me and I didnt freak out or anything. The vaporization and lying down surrendering to the experience went just fine. I know it is not recommended but I am planning to do 5meo alone.
I don´t have any social schamanic contact in this town and for many years it has felt like a curse of being alone and being far away from peers of similar interest. And loving nice weather and even getting joint aches etc I am now forced to live in Northern Sweden where winter pretty much lasts 6 months. Anyhow I have a digital scale and I will tread lightly and try not to scream or freak out like I have seen some people do. I know there is the occuring of reactivations and surely I have much negativity to cleanse but probably I can handle it, I will findout. I have been reading some buddhist and yogic scripture for many years although I have learned little but they all talk about the unity of all things. I lost my whole yogic library somewhere along my moves around the world but just rebought Yogandandas God talks to Arjuna a beautiful commentary on the Bhagavad Gita that is a great scripture about the all the basic existential issues of being a human being. I happened to open it randomly and got a verse that said something like: He who can remain unaffected in difficult circumstances and remain non attached to pleasurable ciscumstances will reach a high state.. dont remember the exact wording. And it does sound so true and easy to read but oh so difficult to practice.
I realize it is not recommended but I don`t have any social schamanic contact in my town. That is actually quite a trauma of mine I was forced to move from the country where I lived and a job I loved and ended up moving 7 times thorugh 4 countries with my family and ending up barely finding minimum income and in small inland town where I never been before because I could barely find a place to rent in Sweden partly due to extreme immigration 100000 people a year in a country with 9.5 million population.
Living at or below poverty level not traveling anywhere my schamanic interest started growing out of desperation. I had it as a child and young teenager but this time it has been out of therapeutic need as well. Some of the new lyseragmide analogues have been very good the latest 1cp l s d is very pure and smoother than l s d 25 and it has given me some positive outlook although I dont take higher doses because they are long lasting and even a bit physical straining especially when being physically and mentally exhausted. Anyway nn DMt didnt feel relevant to me and didn´t give me much insight although it was smooth for me and I didnt freak out or anything. The vaporization and lying down surrendering to the experience went just fine. I know it is not recommended but I am planning to do 5meo alone.
I don´t have any social schamanic contact in this town and for many years it has felt like a curse of being alone and being far away from peers of similar interest. And loving nice weather and even getting joint aches etc I am now forced to live in Northern Sweden where winter pretty much lasts 6 months. Anyhow I have a digital scale and I will tread lightly and try not to scream or freak out like I have seen some people do. I know there is the occuring of reactivations and surely I have much negativity to cleanse but probably I can handle it, I will findout. I have been reading some buddhist and yogic scripture for many years although I have learned little but they all talk about the unity of all things. I lost my whole yogic library somewhere along my moves around the world but just rebought Yogandandas God talks to Arjuna a beautiful commentary on the Bhagavad Gita that is a great scripture about the all the basic existential issues of being a human being. I happened to open it randomly and got a verse that said something like: He who can remain unaffected in difficult circumstances and remain non attached to pleasurable ciscumstances will reach a high state.. dont remember the exact wording. And it does sound so true and easy to read but oh so difficult to practice.