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Messages - J.J. the Recluse

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Thanks for the reply! I am not sure if it was synthetic or not; however, if I was a betting man, I would go all in on it being bufo. I strongly doubt my guide would go the synthetic route. It never even crossed my mind to clarify one way or the other. That's my inexperience shining through.


So now that the initial "WTF" of happiness is starting to normalize, I've noticed some old thought patterns and processes trying to make their way back in but for the first time ever, I'm not being over analytical about things when it's not needed and analyzing what does need it with a much more level head and open mind. Some of the most confusing and exasperating aspects of my life now seem very manageable and many whom I harboured resentment towards, it seems almost comical that I was even mad in the first place. So far, those that need to be forgotten see are truly growing smaller and smaller as I drift away from them. They're no longer attached to me. Some of these issues have been hunting me for over a decade, so something definitely amazing is happening.


Please tell me about your experience(s)!
#2
A warm hello to all. My name is JJ. I had my first 5MeO on the Sunday that had just passed under the care of an awesome guide and shaman. I'd had two experiences with NN last summer but this was nothing like those, short of that moment when the vibration started to set in 5 seconds after my inhale. The white warmth washed over me very quickly and I was no longer. There was no struggle, no wonderment, no resistance, no contemplation of any kind, no acceptance of anything. There was just nothing. And everything. There was peace. I was peace.

When the ceiling fan above me eventually started to come in and out of the white light, I sat up and after saying, "Oh my god!", over and over. I hugged my guide tightly and just said, "Thank you" in a deep breath before falling backwards and laughing for a few minutes while my guide smiled and said, "You finally get it. You get the cosmic joke". I don't know why or how, but I do.

I'm very much enjoying my new eyes!!