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Sorry, I meant to say 0.01g, i.e. 10 mg.    I'll correct in the original post.

.12g is a MASSIVE OVERDOSE of synthetic 5meodmt. That is 120mg.

5mg is often all you need for a proper experience.

I'm so sorry... I omitted a zero. What I meant to say is .012g, i.e. 12mg.

Thank you for sharing.


I had interesting observations from my sitter. It was the first time I took freebase powder, rather than bufo. (I explained in another topic here what I think I did wrong in preparation.) I didn't take more than 0.12g approx. Foam was coming to my mouth, I was breathing rather irregularly, strange noises, my arms were very stiff and cramping, I was repeating a word... My sitter slapped me a few times just so I start breathing fine, but I remember none of that. I woke up on a wet pillow - all coming out of my mouth.


This scared me a little bit. Moreover, I'm trying to prepare a set of guidelines for my future sitters, so they don't get scared. Not sure what to tell them. Is this all good and they should not worry, or is it something that needs to trigger an alarm?

Dear family,


I have so much enjoyed my bufo experiences, I finally decided to get some powder and see how that compares. It also meant I had to go from the organised sessions to organising it all on my own. I might have made a few mistakes with the first freebase session in terms of preparations and scene setting. I was a little bit too worried with the first use of the vaporiser, sitter etc that I overlooked the spiritual side of it, prior meditation, even the diet. So, a lesson learned is - don't go into it like you're going grocery shopping.


The experience was similar to bufo in many ways, but a little scarier. It seems somewhere inside I knew my 'protection' was too weak and I feared letting go completely. Also, I had realised the scale I bought was not terribly accurate, so I can only guess how much I put. Possibly just 0.01g, which wouldn't catapult me. But the one thing that did got me worried is - my sitter said my breathing was very irregular and foam was coming to my mouth. I 'woke up' with my pillow wet, which I then heard wasn't sweat. I was drooling all along. Did anyone get that? My sitter slapped me a few times to see if I can get into regular breathing patterns, none of which I remember.


The spiritual experience was fine. A little scary because I wasn't letting go and that too showed. Apparently I was very tense and my arms were very stiff. I kept repeating some silly word and I must have looked troubled. Just like the trip itself. It wasn't a trip of insight, as I used to have, but more of a LSD-kind of experience (I never did it, but this is how I imagined it and how it was with bufo on smaller dosage).


I did learn a number of lessons, especially how to use the (Yocan Evolve Plus) vaporiser and how to measure the powder, how to set the stage and what preparations not to omit.


Yet for sake of my future sessions and to prepare the sitters properly - is what I displayed a regular, OK behaviour when on 5? Should I worry about anything or warn them?


Hugs to everyone - we're all one!

Very nice report. I enjoyed reading it and relating to some extent. Also, some useful tips. Thank you. 

Looking forward to joining the family and exchanging experiences.


I live in Croatia, which is where I was first introduced to bufo, only last summer. This comes after a quest triggered by a devoted Buddhist and a great meditator who also experimented with 5meo. I finally found my way to it and I loved the few experiences with the bufo. I have since managed to get a little bit of the synthetic powder and only just had my first home session (with a sitter, of course). For the time being, I'm comparing the techniques, experiences etc., but I'm sure I'll keep going back to 5 after a solid, lengthier integration every time.