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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / exploring the wonder toad
« on: March 13, 2019, 05:40:39 AM »

hi everyone,

this is my 8th immersion in el sapito in the last 3 months, the former experiences are written in the newby section. My nephew as sitter, may the Lord bless him, 67mg organic wonder toad, I am increasing the dose by 10 mg or so each time and smoke it now every 2 weeks.

I slightly dissappeared this time, there were some visuals...once more words lacking for describing the experience, there has been more silence this time though...and the old song comes to my mind,"THERE IS NOTHING LIKE PERSONAL DIRECT EXPERIENCE". I would like to add that the experiences have been always very peaceful, somehow I am trusting the medicine and I don´t know what will come up in the future though.

all the best to everyone. celestino





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Introductions/Newbies / newbie
« on: February 13, 2019, 11:05:59 AM »
hi everyone,
allow me to introduce myself to you,Ii am a spaniard 66 years old-young and I have come in contact with the toad (el sapito in spanish) last december.

a bit of my backgound, I was brought up as a catholic. in my early twenties I began to practice hatha yoga, then I contacted the sri ramakrishna people and I studied vedanta as expounded by them, very much interested in advaita, sri ramana maharshi, sri nisargadatta mj., j. Krishnamurti, u.g. Krishnamurti. then I explored Rudolf Steiner´s Anthroposophy and I did a training in biodynamic agriculture at Emerson college, england.

I began at 17 smoking pot then LSD, then addicted to heroine for 7 years, dropped substances and back to yoga vedanta at 33

last fall I ate 10 psylocibe semilanceata (monguis, bonguis are called in spain) whichIi found in a field and later I began reading about psychedelics, then I came to DMT a bit later to 5-MeO-DMT and I said to myself this is what I have been looking for all my life. the experience of union with the divine!

there is a place in Madrid where they facilitate the toad, ayahuasca,yopo,kambo, iboga, and there I had my first experience of the toad(elsapito), when I was reclining on my back  the words "Señor"(my Lord) came out of my mouth then I lost consciousness and the experience was not at all what I had read or imagined, I did not have unión with the source, the all, nothingness. I felt very peaceful on coming back and the realisation that words did not matter at all, nirvana, samadhi, etc are just words and they don´t matter there, one day just when sitting to meditate the words Vedanta came to me, Vedanta means the end of the vedas ,the words! . i am exploring the toad presently,i am raising the dose 10 mg each time, next one will be 50mg and it will be my 7th smoke.

love and light to us all. celestino


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