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Poetry and Art / Re: Pupil of Bufo Alvarius toad
« on: November 27, 2018, 11:05:07 PM »

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Introductions/Newbies / Re: intro
« on: November 01, 2018, 12:03:22 AM »
  Words can't describe it. I saw who I am. I saw it. It was so intense and beautiful, I'm terrified to ever do it again.

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Spirituality / Re: KUNDALINI & PSYCHEDELICS
« on: October 11, 2018, 12:09:12 AM »
I experienced full kundalini ascension. I've been meditating/focusing/trying for that 23 years before it actually happened from the toad medicine. Go figure. One way or another is good enough for me. It was the most profound experience of my life.

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Poetry and Art / Re: Pupil of Bufo Alvarius toad
« on: October 05, 2018, 01:08:22 AM »
This one stayed fairly still. He was under an outside porch light waiting to eat insects. I told him to be like Fonzie from Happy Days. Cool.  ;D

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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Introduction
« on: October 05, 2018, 01:02:21 AM »
Thank you and nice to meet you  :) I did post my experience in the Toad medicine section. Here's the link;

https://forums.5meodmt.org/index.php/topic,50820.0.html

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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Introduction
« on: October 01, 2018, 11:24:00 AM »
Thank you Humblevoyager and RisingSpirit!

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Reborn! I also had a full Kundalini release as well.

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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Nothing could have prepared me for IT.
« on: September 27, 2018, 01:42:50 AM »
   Aug. 19, 2018 is the date when I first experienced the toad medicine/5MeO DMT. I have meditated and studied the Vedas seriously for 22 years and always had an intellectual understanding that we are spirit souls living a human experience and there is a god. Now I know.
        My home is where the toads live in the Sonoran desert of Arizona. I see them every year during the summer monsoon season. This year however, I found out about the medicine/5MeoDMT. I did a lot of research and knew there was something different about this. It was relatively easy to extract. We held a stainless steel plate over them about 10" and squeezed the glands behind their eyes which made the poison squirt up and stick to the plate. You just let that dry, scrape it off with a blade and that's it. Myself and two other friends collected the medicine from around 15 toads over a week's period and had a good amount of the medicine.
         When my time came to smoke the medicine I started out in a sitting position on the side of the bed and made sure that when I laid down my head would hit the pillow. I researched the dosage and knew that if you're healthy, to do a good amount to break through rather that play around going back and forth. I loaded a hit of 50-60mg and hit the pipe slow and long filling up my lungs. I started seeing white geometric patterns in front of me so I laid back and before my head hit the pillow, I looked up and huge bright white mandala was opening up over my head! The last physical sensation I remember was my hands out to my sides with my fingers hyperextended upwards. It was like falling out of an airplane. I thought to myself, " I'M NOT READY FOR THIS!!!!!"   As I was thinking this, a voice CLEARLY said "This is you."  After I heard that, I surrendered and dissolved into everything.
        THEN IT WAS AS IF I WAS A STAR THAT EXPLODED! I expanded outwards infinitely and then contracted into a tiny black dot.
I then entered infinite consciousness and was free.    Into It.     It.     I could use my voice to expand infinitely. I would start with a low hum and would gradually go higher to accelerate the speed of the expansion. It was real love. FREE. IT. I was actually making the sounds for over a minute at time with out breathing. INDESCRIBABLE. My two friends were there and were afraid the police were going to he called. They told me my back was arching and my arms were making the motions like when you make angels in the snow as I was screaming! They described it as a yoga statue and a reverse exorcism. Violent yet ecstatic.
                 All of the sudden I'm in a place with the MASTER. PARAMATMA!!! He showed me IT. Everything is here. Sound manipulates the energy in this body to LOVE. LOVE IS IT. IT. WE'RE IN THESE BODIES TO EXPERIENCE LOVE                                                                                       IT..............WILL ALWAYS BE PERFECT AND EXPAND INFINITELY. I am so thankful for IT.

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Poetry and Art / Re: Pupil of Bufo Alvarius toad
« on: September 27, 2018, 12:07:16 AM »
Thank you. I use the Canon MP-E65 macro lens. It's like a microscope that fits in a DSLR. Photography is my obsession. I see these toads every summer. My home is their habitat.

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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: My first experience.
« on: September 20, 2018, 12:03:33 AM »
AWESOME. Mine was the most amazing also. Nothing could have prepared me for it. It.

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Poetry and Art / Pupil of Bufo Alvarius toad
« on: September 16, 2018, 10:27:05 PM »
Taken near my home in the McDowell Mountains of Arizona. Canon MP-E 65 macro lens/MT-24EX speed lite

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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Introduction
« on: September 12, 2018, 01:26:50 PM »
 Thank you for the kind reply's. They mean the world to me. I don't really have anyone up until now that I can relate to on this level. I started reading Carlos Castaneda books when I was 14 years old decades ago. That was my first guru.  In the mid 90s I became involved with Bhakti yoga and Krishna consciousness which I have followed seriously for over 20 years now. That totally turned my consciousness around then.  The toad medicine experience corroborated everything I have learned up until this point. I do not consider it a drug. The medicine dissolves your ego and you can see through the veil of illusion. I have tried LSD, Psilocybin, mescaline and other psychedelics decades ago but nothing compares even remotely to the toad medicine.  My hobby/obsession is nature photography. I have been photographing these toads for over a decade now and enjoy seeing them every summer. My life will never be the same in a much better way. I hope to meet some of you in this community. THANK YOU!!!!!!

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Introductions/Newbies / IT
« on: September 11, 2018, 10:14:58 PM »
  Just did 5MEO for the first time Aug 19 2018. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE. Been meditating for 25 years now and lived in a temple for 2 years over 20 years ago. I live in Arizona and extracted the poison from the toads myself right near my house. I took around 50mg and broke through on one good lung full before it was completely exhaled. This experience was it. It. I think/hope some people here understand. I fell apart with all my heart. It has forever changed me.
                                                                                                  I am so thankful

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