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Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: questioning toad and 5
« on: July 06, 2019, 09:59:15 PM »

Hi Risingspirit,

my first and most illuminating experience with the sapito was,"NO WORDS, I JUST DISSAPEARED", no god, creator, light, self or whatever and the beauty of

this was that "WORDS DID NOT MATTER AT ALL!" Of course once back we live in the world of words.

One day as I was sitting in meditation the word Vedanta came to me, the end of the Word!!

As for the second part of your reply 100% agreed.

Perhaps the sapito is showing what lies at the end (begining of real spititual life?!) of the spiritual practices, kind of a foretaste of the pie that is waiting for

us! it may be ok for eager souls such as myself, the ectasy and then the laundry!

All the best and thank you for your reply. Celestino

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: questioning toad and 5
« on: July 06, 2019, 01:20:36 PM »

Wise words, thank you.

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: questioning toad and 5
« on: July 04, 2019, 01:43:18 PM »

hi everyone,

I just forgot to tell that a small miracle has happened, "I have stopped biting my nails after 60 odd years without any volition or intention on my part, one day

 I realised that I was not doing it anymore!

The wonder of the unknokwn!  all the best. celestino

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / questioning toad and 5
« on: July 03, 2019, 04:20:35 AM »
hi everyone, it is being 6 months I am exploring 5 and the wonder toad and I am begining to question the value of peak experiences, after having them I am back to position 1, the old dear and sometimes despised celestino, I see no transformation at all and I remenber traditional spiritual teachers saying, "there are no shortcuts in spiritual life". A peak experience comes and goes and I think it is better a "valley experience" which is myself all the time, always avalaible, at any time, with no substances involved, just following the natural way of meditation and the like, as someone said, "as many faiths, so many paths".

all the best. celestino

5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5 with maoi rectal
« on: July 03, 2019, 04:16:04 AM »

thank you for sharing. all the best

5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5 with maoi rectal
« on: June 15, 2019, 01:40:15 AM »

thank you  physics envy. _/|\_

5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5 with maoi rectal
« on: June 14, 2019, 01:27:12 AM »

it is a bit like cooking in 2 different pots, the substances don´t mix up, they work from different places, so no danger.

yesterday evening my 5th immersion  , 7mgs 5 and 30 mnts before 100 mgs harmala extract.

effects come up after 15 mnts, back to base line 2 hours. this time a quite and peaceful mind, very few thoughts rising, conscious of my surroundings,

consciousness felt mainly in the forehead. i would call this experience, "the god/godess of little things".

all the best. _/|\_

5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5 with maoi rectal
« on: June 12, 2019, 01:19:03 PM »

hi humble Voyager,

would you please tell me the facts and the names of the people who have died because of 5 + maoi?

in yopo it is used maoi and no problem, the danger is if 5 is taken orally with maoi , NOT RECTALLY.

Will you please tell me where from did you get this information? thanks

all the best. celestino

5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / 5 with maoi rectal
« on: June 08, 2019, 12:25:19 PM »
hi everyone,

yesterday evening it was my 4th immersion in 5HCL with syrian rue extract/100mg) 30 mnts before applying 6 mg rectally. onset began 15 mnts after doing

the 5, this time I felt the hand of the molecule;peacefulness, gratefulness and little thinking activity, listening to music lying down (savasana) it lasted for 1/2

hours,the other 3 times I did 3mg5 / 50 mg extract, then a week later 4mg 5 / 100mg extract, then 5 mg 5 / 100 mg extract,all of these a buzz in the ears , I

think it is the increase of energy level.

next time in a week I will do 7mg 5 / 100mg extract. some people are known to go as high as 9mg 5. I was told that I would begin to feel the effects  in the

range 6/7 mg 5. It also seems the effects are not linear. All of this guided by my good and experienced fríend Malcom Z.

cheers, light and love .

   _/|\_ O0 <3

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: exploring the wonder toad
« on: May 16, 2019, 12:50:22 AM »

hi there,

it is being a month roughly since my last immersion in the toadie. Well there have been changes for good, I have to say that it has opened a door to life in

me, I am enjoying life more than before, the caress of the wind , the beauty of a girl, the sounds, sights, everything and everyone, I am laughing a lot more,

enjoying music, talking more to my family, talking more to people in the streets, I am much more uninhibited than before, resuming loving life.

I have to say also that this is not the first time that I am like that, there have been previous experiences like this one, one of them with synthetic

scopolamine, then with the headless way, then with other holy people...

I have also to say that I did quite a bit of spiritual practices and got blessings from places and holy men and holy women, so perhaps all that plus the toadie

have thrust me into the life I am living now.

The other day day I was talking in the streets and talking to a mum and his son from Colombia, I asked her if spain was treating her well and she

said, "Thanks to existence itself", that is what I am feeling nowadays.

Thank you for your listening, and love, love, love to everyone/everything , to existence itself and perhaps too, to non-existence as well.

  _/|\_ <3 <3 <3 _/|\_

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: exploring the wonder toad
« on: April 24, 2019, 01:02:32 AM »

hi humble Voyager;

thank you for hosting this wonderful site where we can communicate with other brothers and sisters travelers on this beautiful planet mother earth.

since last xmas when i was initiated in the sacred sapito and ayahuasca, 1st change, i somehow stopped without any effort to bite my nails though sometimes

the vasana(past impression) comes up, the 2nd is that i began to listen and enjoy  music more than ever before, ah, music one of the languages of the soul!.

Said this i feel the need, as a gardener that i am, to cultivate the garden of my soul and keep alive the embers left in my heart of my last sapito blessing .

thank you, thank you, thank you  to every and all existence. celestinohari

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: exploring the wonder toad
« on: April 22, 2019, 11:30:28 AM »

Hi 5 everyone;

Today I had my 10th sapito immersion, 82 mgs, my nephew Adri as sitter, may God bless him!


One of these experiences can change life for good, treasure the experience in the chamber of the heart!


Celestino  <3 _/|\_ <3

Toad Experiences and Testimonials / Re: exploring the wonder toad
« on: March 26, 2019, 11:23:58 AM »

hi there;

9th immersion in the wonder toad, 74mg. my nephew acting as sitter.
this time the after glow lasted much longer than other times, about 1 hour or so. the place where sapito maravilla is taking me is SATYAM SHIVAM SUNDARAM, very, very peaceful, no thoughts, concepts or whatever, but that place is very much ALIVE, nothing to do with anything heard or thought about,kind of virginal land!


 it is as if el sapito maravilla(the wonder toad) dissolves the knots of the soul / heart(hridaya granthi).

It is being a Big Blessing  every time.

Gracias Sapito Maravilla.

Poetry and Art / Re: Pupil of Bufo Alvarius toad
« on: March 13, 2019, 06:42:00 AM »
hi vedic paul,

it seems to me as the bottomless abyss of the absolute,or, nirvikalpa samadhi?

all the best. celestino


hi equable, thank you very much for your reply. i have got an eclipse for 38€ as they were not sold in the grow shop, they are not meant for weed. the light bulb vap is on the way.

lots of light and love. celestino

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