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I've tried both methods you mention, and both gave the same experience, so I'd say go with the vinegar method for your initial experiences as it works and is extremely simple.


I mixed a single dose at a time.  I mix the FB with 0.5ml of vinegar and dissolved as best I could, then added another 0.5ml of water.


I'm a bit of a hard head when smoking the FB, and found the same with plugging.  I seem to need around 70mg or so of FB (when plugging) to fully release but others need much less...so start low and work your way up as you see how you react.
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Introductions/Newbies / Saying hello
« Last post by sdxyln on August 13, 2020, 08:00:02 AM »
Last year this month I had my first journey on N,N-DMT. Then I took a few more journeys. In one of them I experienced the Loop in a really strong, borderline amnesiac dose. Had a couple of threshold experiences after it and I have since let the integration take place.

I am nearing about a year so maybe I am thinking of going back to the DMT space soon. I like the idea of doing DMT near about the end of every year. In any case, none of this has been really relevant though has it, because we are here to discuss 5-MEO.
To be honest, I had a good chance of having the 5-MEO experience this year had it not been for Corona. But there is still plenty of time left and I am interested to know that the events transpiring in this world will certainly have an impact of hopping into the other, more sacred realm. I am happy to have made it here.
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Hi, I've decided to try plugging some synthetic 5-MeO-DMT, but it's in FB form. The main conversion tek to HCL is complex and uses materials I can't easily obtain (for example, pure acetone).

I was wondering if I can simply dissolve it in something like vinegar, without any evaporation step, and plug that solution. If so, is there a specific ratio of vinegar to FB?

Also, how stable would it be for storing for a year or two?
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Introductions/Newbies / New Here
« Last post by thelazygent on August 12, 2020, 05:46:39 PM »
Hi guys,


Looking to try some 5-MEO.  Never done any physchs.  Looking forward to being a sponge and absorbing all this knowledge from you guys.
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I never wrote an eighth voyage trip report, for a number of reasons.  Primarily, and I sense that a lot of folks here have had a very similar quandary...  there are just no feasible words that properly encapsulate the experience.  Reaching to touch the face of Brahman and then...  being surprised that it is one's own face, but before the soul reaches God-realization...   it explodes into formlessness, wholly erased within the roaring, absolute silence! 

My eighth immersion was an epic 5-MeO fusion of the finite self within the unlimited web of the infinite, the Omniself reawakening. A dissolution of my dream identity and an experience of always having been undifferentiated conscious-awareness.   The Alpha and the Omega undivided forevermore, yet paradoxically, rebirthed anew within this present now, as the cosmic dance whirls on and on...  and on.  So, how does one travel as an individual soul, deeply into the blinding whiteness of the nondual state and encapsulate the spirit journey in mortal wording? 

Language itself is perhaps the most dualistic phenomenon in human behavior.  It deals with symbols which are representative of the kind of reality in which things exist appart from one another, co-existing as a cohesive whole.  But how does one capture the indivisible?  At least, conceptually and linguistically.  So when the subject/object dichotomy vanishes, or rather, dissolves back into the source of all being...  there becomes this enormous task of talking about the non-dual state, The Godhead, from the dream of dualism.  It cannot really be done in a literal sense.  At least not enough, eh?

That being said, today is the day following my ninth immersion and I thought I might share of my musings and observations from the previous soul flight, number 8 in a carefully measured series of rituals.  I had put into words various fragments and ideas but was unable to fashion them into an interesting thread to read.  Perhaps I might just cut and paste them herein?  As a caveat, it must be strongly noted that nothing at all can be spoken of during full eclipsing mode.  From the state of full unification, there is no mortal self to bear witness to anything at all.  This dream bubble of a solid self is popped effortlessly and within the roaring silence of eternity...  who then is there to bear witness or try to speak at all? 

Still, upon approaching seamless union and the eventual return to perceptual cognizance, much can be recalled.  I consider the recollections to be shards of some immeasurable crystalline design.  Sparks from an eternal flame, which burns so bright as to blind the mortal entity and rob it if it's fixed identity. Ultimately, I humbly feel that hints and tidbits of remembrance can effectively be culled and recorded, pre and post-peaking only.  So, here are a few odd pieces of a worded collage of sorts, jotted down following my 8th journey with this most sacred of molecules.  I had intended on weaving an elaborate verbal tapestry in honor of the anointment but then the whole Covid-19 paradigmn threw me so far off track that I never quite got around to it. 

So, I am now offering these verbal sketches as a sort of ode to the medicine.  A fragile and wholly imperfect attempt to capture the entirety of the cosmos with a glass jar.  Please pardon the irony but my aim fis ever true and my love for you all is as genuine as a baby's first inhalation.  Without further adieu, here are a few scraps of insight and epiphany that I'd sincerely wish to share.  Perhaps in hopes of mapping out a wee bit more of this immense, overwhelmingly powerful catalyst into Infinity.


The first snippet:  Kundalini, spontaneous Mudras and the cascading flow of Amrita.

"Good evening, folks.  I wanted to discuss some off the impressions I have observed just prior to peaking and post peaking, during my solo ceremonies with this powerful sacrement.  There have been several repeated phenomena which occurred during all of my eight journeys with 5-MeO.  Of course, during the full immersion...  one dissolves wholly into the blinding neon whiteness.  There ceases to be any difference between the inside and the outside, self and other, light and darkness.  All thoughts cease to arise as one's very self, likewise, ceases to maintain any iota of corporeal reality.

Deep within what I call, "the eclipsing", there is naught but undifferentiated formlessness and no one to witness such a state of being/non-being.  During the full blown whiteout experience, the nondual field absorbs everything back into Source energy.  Brahman.  I can only imagine why it allows for the dream of individual self, only to shatter the illusion with such force it sends the ego into a temporary oblivion, even as it creates the potential for every possibility, form, substance and circumstance.  The greatest mystery and the closest thing I know to limitless love is this blessed experience, facilitated by this miraculous compound.  No other molecule that I've imbibed, has so much divine presence or such immense spiritual impact.


Ascending into this fulcrum of pure whiteness, I was accutely aware of Kundalini activation snaking it's way up my spinal axis.  At each chakra interphase, sweeping/flowing energy intersects at each the central point and rises in said fashion to the next higher crossroads (so to speak).  As the geyser-like force reached my heart, there was this incredible blooming sensation. The energy made my material heart feels as if it might burst!  Stroking out during a medicine journey would be so counterproductive that it hardly needs mention.  Lol.  Upwards the release arise.  I was almost choking with ecstasy as the power expanded into my throat region.  I gasped for air and then, chanted OM for what seemed an eternity.  Who was that singing?  Where did the sound begin, inside or beyond myself?

So unlike every other psychedelic substance, there was only the briefest of lingering at the Third Eye.  This has always amazed me, as so much of the art & science of meditation is focussed intently upon the Ajna chakra.  That being said, I did see such effulgence radiating from above, that it was almost too much to hold my gaze upon.  Almost, mind you.  I was wholly mesmerized by the incredible beauty and radiance shining it's white luminosity into every corner of the empty void of space.  Moments later, I felt an unfoldment at the top of my crown, partially to the rear of my head.  Some esoteric school in India refer to this a the Bindu, others do not. But the unfolding was like a large flower's petals opening further and further and further still. 


Seconds later, I conscious-awareness had arisen to what I label, the 8th chakra. It resides an arm's length above the top of the head.  It is not a part of the physical body, yet, it is rather like the puppeteer maneuvering the marionette of the individuated soul throughout it's dreaming journey. 
Beyond this level is always so difficult to describe, call it the 9th chakra or the seat upon which God takes as a manifestation within creation. There is no duality within said field of existential being.  There is this almost primordial, haunting idea/declaration/expression, "I am here...  I have now become awakened within this present moment."   Whose notion of being existent elludes me, for where there is but The One, who actually hears this message? 

Then what seems to take an eternity in the making, there is naught but an absolute quietude.  A stillness that defies any quantification.  No sonic vibrations, no pulsations of radiating holy light.  No one to witness the miracle of creation, the blinding effulgence, nor surrender to the undifferentiated glory of The Unified Field. This will always remain shrouded in complete mystery, for without the usual mental conditioning of perceiving reality as a subject-object dichotomy, oneself evaporates like so much smoke in a breeze. Only upon returning from the grand eclipsing, can the state encountered be integrated and comprehended to any degree. 

Traveling with this molecule has always included, up on my return to self, quite a bit of spontaneous hand mudras and gesturing.  Almost as if a language far more geometric than verbal, flows into crystallization.  Often too, I am still chanting OM and still drinking in the nectar of Amrita, which pours from above into the chalice of my mind's heart. It overflows into every cell of my corporeal, physical body.  Fine tuning one's auric body and healing the bio-organism which gently holds my soul with the confines of the time-space-continuum.  Cascading down upon my thirsty soul like the blissful waters of eternity.  It pours outwards through my tear ducts and inside of my head, it drips sweetly from high up within my nasal cavity.  It's nectarine taste is immortality itself. Truly, I humbly feel that such miracles are the finest blessings gifted from the Source." 
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Introductions/Newbies / Terrifying first bufo experience - integration?
« Last post by JungleRose on August 07, 2020, 06:42:06 AM »
Honestly, I feel foolish. I'm scared of psychoactives because of a past bad trip so didn't read too much about bufo before smoking it. I pushed past my fear in the hope of developmental trauma healing. Actually thinking I was helping myself.

The bufo was not weighed and it seems I was given a big dose - eyeballed around 100mg. I'm 130 lbs and very sensitive to most substances.

The first few seconds I was conscious and it was the most intense experience of my life (and I've experimented quite a bit). Also terrifying. I then had a white out and spent the next 15 minutes in terror apparently. I only recall a few snapshots. My partner was traumatized by witnessing my terror...

15 minutes in I finally heard the facilitator command "Surrender!" I did a little and briefly focused on a mandala on the wall beautifully glowing.

After the first 20 minutes I was lucid again and intermittently shaking - somatic releasing maybe?

That was about 1 1/2 weeks ago. I've had a few serene reactivations since. Then yesterday I had two overwhelming reactivations of the initial sensation and my tipping point into terror. I was anxious and scared but was able to accept and breathe through them.

Not sure if anyone can help with my questions. I'm left wondering was that experience beneficial to heal my trauma at all? Or did it just give me more PTSD!? Was my terror about the intense trip or was I also accessing/releasing deep early life trauma? Any suggestions on how to get something beneficial from this experience? Did I have too big of a dose to benefit from it?

Also edited to add for 3 days after Bufo I was extremely sensitive and had a few crazy fights with my partner that were uncharacteristic. I'm worried that during my integration phase I programmed my brain with anger and stress at times... Is that accurate or wouldn't matter?

Thank you
Ribbit ;)
(sense of humour still intact thankfully :) )
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5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5 and vaporizers
« Last post by Sutro on August 05, 2020, 04:57:11 PM »
Yes, it works. 
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Introductions/Newbies / Re: I am near the truth that I can almost
« Last post by Sutro on August 05, 2020, 04:56:17 PM »
Thanks!  _/|\_
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5-MeO-DMT Experiences and Testimonials / Re: 5 and vaporizers
« Last post by HumbleVoyager on August 05, 2020, 03:54:27 PM »
I'm sure people have!
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Introductions/Newbies / Re: Introduction: I am an author, here to learn.
« Last post by HumbleVoyager on August 05, 2020, 03:54:13 PM »
Welcome!
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