Started by Curador, May 28, 2019, 07:43:03 AM
Quote from: Curador5MeO-DMT helped me have the most sublime human experience I've encountered up to this moment. That being said, it was such a short experience, a very big one but lasting only 10 minutes. Add another 10 minutes gently reintegrating into my body and enjoying the sensation makes it 20 minutes total.As I inhaled all I could hold of the smoke from the pipe I released the pipe into his hands and deliberately lay my head back on the pillow at the end of the mat. As soon as I did a massive sensation of the deepest relaxation I've ever felt came over me. My body exhaled and sighed as it was too much effort to hold the breathe any longer... The sense of me or I fell away.A humming sound or sensation, not loud or soft, was present and there was an awareness of geometric shapes and lines whisking past the mind's eye as if being sucked into a tunnel and picking up speed. There may have been a slight sense of fear but from that moment in memory there was only becoming aware of being in a place of absolutely pure, brilliant white.I can't say it was light, but I'll call it that, since there seemed to be no origin or point of beginning or direction or end. It was all around and the point of reference was from something like within. There was nothing, no feelings, no thoughts, no sound, anything, yet there was a sense of perfect contentment. Nothing mattered, Yet it is all loved, Beyond understanding, Which makes it all possible and acceptable. I was in this state of bliss for the remainder of my time. I felt nothing but infinite joy and gratitude then love moved through me causing my body to weep gently as I continued to stay with this light as long as I could. The moment I noticed being hooked by any emotion or thought I would simply and gently bring my awareness back to the light again and would feel or notice the blissful state. I was calm and happy. I was experiencing the greatest sense of ecstasy my body could tolerate and wept gently all the while keeping my focus in the white. It was the most beautiful experience I've ever had so far in this body.
Quote from: CuradorDisclaimer: 5MeO-DMT is not for everyone and my experience may not be typical! This is not like my mushroom or ayahuasca experiences. I'd not been able to reach a point of "separation" from the ego in those experiences. They come on slower and, for me, there has always been a point of reference from my ego going deeper, then resistance. In this experience the opposite seemed true. When I fully inhaled there was no turning back in any way. Once I felt it come on there was no time for bargaining... I was gone
Quote from: CuradorSo being the kind of person that likes to validate their experience I'll ask this question. Do you think this white experience phenomenon repeatable?In all of my experiences they seem to go deeper the more I trust the experience and feel safe and know that love is the intention. so-to-speak.So, in that spirit, my thought is that there is even more which makes me chuckle with nervous excitement. I'm good for a bit since it was only weeks ago did I experience this and I continue to integrate the essence into my life.
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