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Offline Nathan4518

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« on: June 19, 2019, 09:32:19 AM »
Dear all,
I am getting more into enlightenment recently. Currently I am practing according to Bhante Vimalaramsi's twim meditation method. I have an online retreat coming up. It is supposed to be a fast method into the jhanas and to nibbana, referencing the Buddha's teachings from the suttas themselves. But i've also been watching Leo Gura's videos on YouTube, and so now I am becoming fascinated with using this substance to help with enlightenment. I am a long time drug user, but I have been clean for almost a year and a half, if you don't count being on suboxone, which I have successfully weaned down from and am almost off of. I have just started work after many years of isolation combined with drug use. I have also been listening to Martin Ball, Eckert Tolle, Sadhguru, and other enlightened speakers. I want to find a safe place and guide to have these experiences with. I have been meditating through mindfulness of breathing for over twelve years, with some years off.
Metta,
Nathan

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Re: Intro
« Reply #1 on: July 15, 2019, 08:28:49 AM »
Welcome to the Five Hive! I hope you'll find good folks to talk to here and information that can help you on your quest.

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Re: Intro
« Reply #2 on: July 23, 2019, 07:42:45 PM »
Greetings all,
Thank you! I think I will at least wait until I am off of the suboxone completely before trying it, as it seems that being on no other drugs is helpful. I then need to find some guide maybe in the states or elsewhere, so any help with that would be cool.
Thanks! :)

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Re: Intro
« Reply #3 on: August 30, 2019, 01:55:06 PM »
Hi all :) ,
Does anyone know anyone near myrtle beach who could guide or sit me? I don’t really have any friends to do it. I went down a drug addiction route in high school, and I split from my other friends. That was about fifteen years ago, and I’ve been a loner for a good portion of that time. It might be nice to have some people who could help me with these sacred medicines. I’ve been in the area for over two years now taking suboxone as prescribed. It would seem that I am almost off of it, and i’m looking for that life-changing experience to really guide me.
Thanks, nathan

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Re: Intro
« Reply #4 on: September 11, 2019, 09:53:35 AM »
Hey Nathan, this forum is for the sharing of information only. It would also be potentially dangerous to meet someone on the Internet who may offer to provide an experience like this to someone in your potentially vulnerable position. I would recommend staying open to the possibility of receiving this at some point, that it will come to you when the time is right and that will be the safest way to experience it. I wish you all the best as you prepare for this and am glad you’re here on the forum with us.