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5 Meo VOID, also possible with other medicines?
« on: June 26, 2020, 08:23:59 AM »
I hope this reading finds you all in best spirits and physical health. I am curiouse (or rather my ego is) about the experience of 5 meo. I have had several psylocibin mushroom trips, and also vaping DMT. I have been spiritual practicing for many years. My medicines have been added only for the past year, before that, only meditation. I was on the seeking path, and always waiting for the big enlightment, as i did not "reach" this expected goal, i turned towards psychedelics. my first ever experience was vaping DMT, I have had 8 trips so far with DMT and around 10 with mushrooms. a year ago it clicked, and that what i was looking for, was the place i was looking from my whole life. we are all just unlimited conciousness, having a brief experience in our shells. I was questioning all my experiences with medicines and meditations, and it clicked when i realized, there was one observer of all experiences, of all dreams, of all coming and going. This observer is somewhat felt alot more intense when in deep sitting sessions (meditations without any goal, who meditates? who wants to go anywhere?)...and also ofcourse with medicines. I have had great experiences with medicines so far, they open the door for the pure light, for states of "i am everything, but also nothing - some call it the void", but they also open the door for the dark and negative energies in my experience.

I was wondering or rather my ego was, and is becoming more interested in 5 meo. I am sure on one end, the void is the same for all medicines or sitting sessions, i have not experiences a different void before. Now from reading posts in different forums, some say this void is reachable also on NN DMT, some say only with bufo or high dose mushrooms. Now everybody is also different. 5 meo will not beable to show me anything other than unlimited conciousness, possibly in a more expanded way than i have felt before, possibly not?! my ego is curiouse. I would like to hear if any of you have had similar experiences or thoughts. I wish you all a lovely weekend.